I guess you were right, about us being one and the same for the Lifestream..or Chaos, as you used to call it. If you're reading this, then that means my life has already ended. But, then that must mean Gaia was saved in turn for my life. A little tit for tat, my mother used to say.
It's funny, actually..when you think about it. I always hoped to stay alive long enough to keep you safe. Help you out. But yet..things never really worked out for me in the end. I always hoped me, you, and Caius could settle down somewhere. You'd be free from the endless cycle of lives, and I would be free of..being alone the rest of my life. I had hoped it could have been maybe in the Gaian country side, I heard once you liked to collect flowers. Yet, things don't always work out how we want. But know this! Just because I'm not here to guide you, or to keep you company any longer in the flesh, I won't ever leave your side. Consider yourself to have a new Guardian, but one from above.