Good luck on job interviews and boy things. I'm sorry about your foot, I hope it's not broken. Also you are writing more of the life of Bucky??? I'm sooo excited- it's one of my fav fics right now!!! Thank you for updating us on your progress!!!
Thanks, nonnie! For all the things. Going to Urgent Care in the AM, so wish me monsters! As for TLBB, I am. As long as petite puts up artwork, I’ll be writing TLBB. It’s my life. :)
That said, I did promise my people a new one tonight, but the pain in my foot has been a RAGING distraction. So, because I love you nonnie, and I love all my readers, here’s a short clip of Image Forty-Two.
Snippet from IMAGE FORTY-TWO of The Life of Bucky Barnes
“Just give me the fucking brush, Bucky!”
Bucky pulled up short at the flush of absolute anger on Steve’s face. He blinked at him, completely nonplussed. He knew Steve was stressed about the exhibit, but he hadn’t expected to be yelled at over it.
“Seriously?” he all but managed to get out.
A flash of guilt crossed over Steve, only to settle right back into irritation. He didn’t say anything, just gave a short nod.
Fucking whatever. “Fine,” Bucky growled and slapped the brush into Steve’s still-outstretched hand. “You wanna be a stubborn asshole about this? It’s your fucking funeral.”
He turned on his heel and strode right back the way he’d come. Seriously, fuck Steve if he was going to act like a fucking child. Bucky got that he was a bit of a perfectionist, and this was his art, but there was a line between wanting to get it right, and pile-driving yourself into the ground. This was exactly what he was afraid —
He stopped and whipped back around. “You know, this is what I was talking about. This right here.” He waved a hand at Steve, who was staring after him, that stubborn anger, and sadness, and something like guilt again all seemingly at war across his features. “I didn’t want you doing this because I knew it would kill you, and I was fucking right. Those murals behind you? Their fucking perfect, Steve. But you can’t see that. You can’t let it go — can’t walk away.” He crossed his arms and glared daggers at his boyfriend. “You’re so caught up in what they’re being used for and the fact that you essentially agreed to create a giant fucking memorial for your dead fucking family, even though you still, to this day, struggle with the fact that everything and everyone you ever loved is gone, that you have made yourself blind to what it’s doing to you.”
“Not everyone I love is gone,” he spit out, and pointed at Bucky’s piece. Bucky’s eyes darted to it, before settling back on Steve.
“No,” he agreed, trying to keep his tone even. “Not everyone is gone; I’m still here.”He slowly starting walking back over. “But, Steve? That still doesn’t change the fact that this hasn’t exactly been the healthiest project in the world for you. You’re always talking to me about my pictures and my therapy, and how what I put up is supposed to help me. Hell, there were times you stopped me from putting up photos or captions that you knew weren’t good for me. And yet…” He stopped in front of Steve and folded his arms. “You couldn’t listen to me when I gave that same advice back to you. Why is that?”