✒️ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ʜᴇʀ – ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 8: ᴀ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ✒️
ꜰ1 x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ | ʟᴀɴᴅᴏ ɴᴏʀʀɪꜱ ᴀᴜ | ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ + ᴅʀᴀᴍᴀ + ʀᴇᴅᴇᴍᴘᴛɪᴏɴ
⚠️ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ:
ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴅɪꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ & ɢʀɪᴇꜰ
ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴᴍᴇɴᴛ & ɢᴜɪʟᴛ
ɪɴᴠᴀꜱɪᴠᴇ ᴅɪꜱᴄᴏᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏꜰ ᴘʀɪᴠᴀᴛᴇ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ
ᴀᴍʙɪɢᴜᴏᴜꜱ ᴄᴏɴꜱᴇɴᴛ & ʙᴏᴜɴᴅᴀʀɪᴇꜱ
ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ʜᴇᴀʟɪɴɢ & ᴅɪꜱᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ
ʟᴏɴɢɪɴɢ & ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴄʏ
The golden dusk slanted through the tall glass panes of McLaren HQ, casting long, sleepy shadows over the engineering tables and brushed aluminum flooring. A rare quiet had settled into the halls, the kind that only arrived at the tail end of chaos. Most of the team had trickled out, trailing behind the fading buzz of telemetry analysis and debrief chatter. But one desk remained occupied.
Lando stood before it, unmoving, eyes fixed on the slim hardcover book clutched in his hands. It was Lily’s personal copy. The very one he had been chasing for days, its title pressed elegantly in gold foil across the spine: A Title for Lily.
He hadn’t meant to take it. Truly, it wasn’t planned. But earlier that afternoon, in the flurry of meetings and the rush of packing for Monza, Lily had left it behind, abandoned on a bench in the debrief room. Forgotten. Or perhaps fate had grown tired of being subtle.
He had reached for it without hesitation, almost reverent in motion. His fingertips tingled. The moment he touched the cover, he knew he wouldn’t be able to walk away. Slowly, he opened it, the spine creaking beneath his grip. The scent of old paper and faint vanilla filled his lungs, familiar in a way that nearly undid him. He turned the pages one by one, scanning beautiful, deliberate prose, until he reached the final page.
And there it was, penned directly onto the back cover. A letter. Handwritten. Meant only for Lily.
Lando’s breath hitched.
His fingers trembled as his eyes followed the ink, drawn in the unmistakable flourish of Y/n’s hand. Though the words were intended for Lily, every line was steeped in memory, in reference, in pain that only he could decode. Every sentence cut deeper into him, carving gashes where guilt had already lived for too long.
I suppose the rain doesn’t sting quite as much in Forks. It’s quieter here, Lily. The kind of quiet that demands nothing of you. Sometimes I sit by the window, write until my fingers ache, and let the grey skies blur all my thoughts. You once asked what healing looked like. Maybe this is it. Wildflowers growing in moss, not needing to be seen.
A tear slipped silently down Lando’s cheek.
Please don’t tell him. I know you’ll want to. I know it’s hard to watch someone drown in guilt. But I’m not ready to be found.
His lips parted slightly. A tremor passed through his spine.
You were always the only one who knew how deeply I loved him. Maybe someday, he’ll deserve to know where I went. But not yet. Not until the silence feels like home.
He stared at her signature at the bottom of the page, his thumb tracing over it like it was sacred text. His shoulders curled inward, the weight of her absence settling like frost.
Then, a voice cleared behind him.
“Lando.”
He spun around, guilt sharp in his chest.
Oscar stood in the doorway, arms crossed, expression dark with wary understanding. Lando’s instincts kicked in—he stepped back, quickly, childlike, hiding the book behind him like a boy caught stealing something precious.
“I... it was just there,” Lando stammered. His voice was rough with emotion. “I didn’t mean to steal it. I just saw the... the letter, and I couldn’t stop.”
Oscar didn’t respond immediately. His gaze shifted from the hardcover to the tears on Lando’s face, then back again.
“Please,” Lando whispered, voice cracking. “Just let me finish it.”
Oscar sighed. The tension of months seemed to press down onto his shoulders as he stepped forward, leaned on the table, and looked away.
“Finish it.”
Lando blinked. “What?”
“I said finish it,” Oscar repeated. “She made it for Lily, yeah. But maybe it’s time you read it too.”
Relief poured out of Lando in one shaky breath. He looked down again, returning to the letter, reading it slower this time, like every word was a step toward her. Toward understanding. Toward redemption.
Oscar turned away, pulled out his phone, and stepped into the hallway. As he did, the screen lit up with an incoming call from Lily.
He answered.
“Did you get it?” Lily asked, frantic. “Oscar, please tell me you found the book. I left it. God, I’m so stupid—”
“I found it,” Oscar said softly.
“Good,” she sighed. Then, after a pause. “Wait... did Lando see it?”
“Yeah.”
A beat of silence.
“Did you take it from him?”
Oscar glanced through the glass wall. Lando was still inside, hunched over the book, reading like it was scripture, tears slipping freely now. Something raw sat heavy in his expression, like a man reading his own obituary.
“No.”
“Why not?” Lily’s voice cracked, panic pushing her words faster. “Oscar, why—”
Oscar’s voice was quiet, but firm. “Let him find her already, Lily. He’s suffered enough.”
There was a long pause on the other end. When Lily finally spoke, her voice was barely above a whisper.
“Are you sure he deserves to?”
“No,” Oscar replied, honest. “But maybe that’s not for us to decide anymore.”
That night, Lando returned home in a daze. His body moved, but his thoughts lagged behind. His hands still twitched, remembering the weight of the book, like part of him hadn’t realized it was no longer in his possession. When he closed the front door, he didn’t turn on the lights.
Darkness greeted him gently.
He dropped his keys on the counter, walked straight to the closet, pulled out his suitcase, and began packing. No hesitation. No second-guessing. Just quiet, decisive urgency.
The letter had made it clear.
Forks.
The name repeated in his mind like a beacon, like coordinates leading him home. Rain-soaked trees. Washed-out roads. A place no one would think to search, except the one person who had to.
He picked up the framed photo on his desk—one from their wedding. Candid. Imperfect. She was laughing with her eyes closed, and he was staring at her like the world had finally made sense.
“Wait for me,” he whispered.
The next morning, he met Zak Brown in the executive lounge at McLaren.
“I need a week,” Lando said plainly. “Maybe a week and a half.”
Zak didn’t flinch. He looked at the younger man, noting the tired eyes and tightened jaw.
“You found something?”
Lando nodded.
Zak studied him for a long moment. “Just come back before the next Grand Prix.”
“I will.”
Zak leaned back in his chair. “No guarantees she’ll want to see you.”
“I know,” Lando said, voice soft. “But I have to try.”
Zak stood and placed a hand on his shoulder. “Then go.”
That afternoon, Lando boarded his private jet. The skies over London were a pale steel grey, thick with the promise of another storm. As the plane taxied down the runway, he gazed out the window, his mind thousands of miles away—in fog-wrapped forests, in a quiet house, in the pages of a letter that changed everything.
She had loved him. He knew that now.
And he would find her.
Even if she no longer wanted to be found.
To be continued...🧡
✒️ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ʜᴇʀ - ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 9: ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʀᴀɪɴ ꜰᴏʀɢᴏᴛ ✒️
📝 Note from the Author: Third post of the day. Third. As in tres. Tatlo. Tiga. Tatlong beses na akong bumalik dito parang may stockholder meeting ako sa fanfic. 💀
Honestly, at this point, I don’t even know if I’m writing or just emotionally waterboarding myself with fictional heartbreaks and unresolved sexual tension. 😭
Let’s talk about it:
Lando reading that letter like it’s the Dead Sea Scrolls he wasn’t meant to uncover? ICONIC.
Oscar standing there like a morally conflicted bodyguard for a book? I smell Best Supporting Actor.
Lily? Girlie said, “Don’t tell him,” but left her book like she wanted the plot to thicken. Ma’am. The drama. The layers. The accidental intentional chaos.
And Lando booking a private jet to Forks? Edward Cullen is shaking. Bella who? It’s giving “I’m in my sad boi era but I’ve got money.”
Anyway, if I disappear for a while after this, just know it’s because I’ve emotionally imploded. Or I’m writing the next chapter. Depends on caffeine availability.
'Til next time,
With love, me 🧡