#fictive rambles

[fictive-culture]

sorry if this is off topic but i really love meeting doubles! every different path my life could have taken, every way things could be different is out there somewhere, like the branches of a tree alive with singing birds... it just makes my heart sing. i hope love and safety find their way to every other fluttershy out in this world 💛

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[irlkisukeurahara]

Ever hate someone cause of source trauma and after a year of recovery and you get over it and then suddenly you're like...fuck they're actually hot??? Tf??? Yeah me with Bede fr.

[fictive-culture]

I salute other alters that get hit by the banned sources list and send all the love

Along with sending all the love to all the alters that get hit by kin doubles dnis and by selfshipping double dnis

- 🍪🐙

♡

[fictive-culture]

fictive scrolling through this blog and seeing people talk about "banned sources" culture is fuck my source (roblox grace) is probably gonna join that list at this rate with how mega racist the creator has been. there's a whole 11 of us which is the third highest fictive count from one source in this system (highest is jsab at 15, second is ironically homestuck at 12) and a good chunk of us are frequently active (i actually used to be the main host but had to step down due to everything) and i'm fucking scared. i still miss the game so much.

to people from "banned" sources: it's not your fault. you are loved, you deserve love, your source and whatever negativity surrounds it does not define you even if you have attachment to it. spread the love <3

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[fictive-culture]

Living as fictives or something aljdhs

Context: We have a nametag for work that we can write on and go by whoever is fronting for work that day

Internally

Dream: Fuck I'm fronting today I can't put Dream on our nametag if a single person asked oh? like my source? I'd fucking explode into mist,,, I don't really wanna use the collective name either :/

???: Clay?

Dream: Fuck no

-looks through front-

Dream: Tommy you have a normal name I'm borrowing that for the day

-About 15 minutes later-

Tommy: Do you even realize how funny what you've done is?

Dream: huh?

Tommy: Haven't you taken enough from me? /teasing

-a bit too long of a pause cause Dream was zoning out-

EXTERNALLY

Dream: -laughing out loud like a fucking madman-

[fictive-culture]

Oh- HELLO?

I have been dormant from since before we knew were a system and suddenly some things make a bit more sense, darling! It was quite a surprise getting woken up from such a long sleep too! Like, what do mean it's not 2017? Hm.

But... it is lovely to be awake again!

- an honestly very confused MTT that was woken back up by the recent Deltarune chapters

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[fictive-culture]

The timeline of our fictive in our system is...

Week 1; Nothing but fog and the need to control.

Week 3; Oh no, self awareness! I panic, isolate, try to separate, and hate everyone.

Week 5; I come back and try to manipulate others, +intrusive thoughts.

Week 6; It's to my advantage to start cooperating! Setting boundaries, getting to know everyone, 'testing' others.

Week 7 and more; I accepted my place here, yay! Now we have to resolve all those little things that we don't agree on, and cause more than fifty identity crisis times! I also have to source separate and become my own person, independent of our fandom!

Of course, you have to count all the times I wasn't so active and the others panicked and thought I wasn't 'real'. Plurality, what a joy!

-anon💫🌪 (new anon!!)

hello!

[fictive-culture]

our fictive kept having like. existential crises about the nature of being a fictional character and all that jazz until he talked to another fictive of same source and then he was chill. yay <3

Pff yay! Glad he got some help :)