#final boy yaps

[final-puppyboy]

getting through endacopia and why are all the surgeon's songs straight bangers... i love this little freak.

[final-puppyboy]

do you want to go into the trypophobia room? are you sure you don't want to go into the trypophobia room? there's holes in the trypophobia room. you're reaaaally missing out if you don't go into the trypophobia room. suit yourself, i guess.

[final-puppyboy]

ranting again. soooorry. im getting bothered today.

can someone explain to me what the deal is with people prefacing a clearly offensive comment with "no offense"? say it with your chest, man, don't pussyfoot around it. you know you're being a dick if you felt the need to preface it like that, yeah? you knew it would hurt my feelings a little (or a lot). yeesh. if you're going to be an ass, don't make me out to be the bad guy for taking offense to something you clearly had nothing but negative intent in saying.

for context, had a friend essentially tell me that "no offense, but" i'm lucky that i'm conventionally attractive because it's the only possible reason i could've landed a boyfriend before her with a "personality like mine." like... ouch?? i wanted to ask what the fuck a 'personality like mine' meant, but i just changed the subject. i can take a few guesses :/

it's funny because i was finally getting over my last bout of insecurity. i was finally starting to stabilize again, you know. i have been reminding myself that i have no reason to worry and i was even having a pretty good day today. i had many things to write down that i'm looking forward to and i was able to vegetate and play video games. and now i'm not only dysphoric, but i'm also insecure that i'm going to ruin things with my shitty personality. because its evidently so bad.

thank you. no, really, thank you. i needed my ego shot down again. i almost got complacent. ugh.

[final-puppyboy]

i got my fangs!!! :D

[final-puppyboy]

i have gotten a few people telling me that just because im ftm doesn't mean i have to be exclusively submissive. but you don't understand. you don't get it. the singular time in my life that i tried to be dominant, i started bawling and we didnt even do anything because i was like. inconsolable. i am not capable of that. it has nothing to do with me being trans, im actually just a little bitch, dude. like i appreciate the sentiment but you don't get it, i have tried and i will cry.

[final-puppyboy]

welcome creeps, freaks, and losers!! ♡

you can call me puppy. i'm a twenty-four year old trans man who uses exclusively he/him pronouns. i'm the cutest final boy ever!!!!! im not interested nor looking; im already obsessed with and fettered to my pretty slasher boyfriend.. kicks feet!! hehe, i get to say that now :3c

༊*·˚ 4'9", emo freak boyloser, the real KAngel

༊*·˚ borderline, autism, cptsd &. dog-brained

༊*·˚ 💙 [08/08/26], hrt [01/09/23], top [02/11/26]

༊*·˚ mountain time, usually up late

༊*·˚ big time horror movie & music enjoyer

i'll post whatever i want! mostly horny, horror, obsessive love &. jirai nonsense. @suicidog is my only other active blog, which i use for journaling, so most of my suicideposting goes there. the only thing i usually tag on this blog is self-harm &. suicide. i don't tag gore or horror, so pretty please protect your space &. block me if this isn't your thing! thanks :3c

dms &. asks are open; i'd love to make friends! you can also ask to be moots!!! :3

i don't care enough to have a formal dni, i'll just block you if i think you're smelly. if i blocked you and you wanna know why: no need to ask, i can tell you right now! i think you are smelly :)

kinks to expect, limits, &. terms i use below the cut.

i am into...

[all of these are from the submissive or victim perspective]

puppyplay, cnc / noncon, kidnapping / stalking, fighting (and losing), grinding / humping, praise (genuine &. otherwise), forced intimacy, instructions / commands, breeding, cockwarming, intox (weed, alcohol), frotting, being hit, beating (everywhere but face; esp. tummy ♡), filming &. photos, biting, oral (giving; oral fixation ♡), pinning / restraint, hierophilia (angel4god), autoassassinophilia, necrophilia (as the corpse.. mostly), cannibalism (both ways), knifeplay (cutting &. being cut), blood (taste, texture, visual), spit, spit / blood as lube, free use, manhandling, asphyxiation, cheirophilia.

i am questioning...

clicker training, e-stim (shock collars), watersports (forced or "accident" only), fauxcest (brothers).

i am not into...

detrans, scat, feet, vomit, oral (receiving; its too scary..) total bathroom control, abdl, foodplay, sounding, kittenplay/"kitten" as a petname.

terms i use...

indifferent to most terms. puppy parts is my favorite overall terminology for.. well.. you know, my puppy parts ૮ ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ა cunt is preferable to pussy; puppycunt is even better than both of those. i prefer dick to t-dick.. 'cause that's my dick.

petnames are cute and make me happy! puppy/pup is allowed for all of you, but i also adore soft petnames and these might appear in some posts (esp. precious, angel, darling / darling boy). if i'm called a mutt or 'bad', i'll cry and throw up on you. you have to be nice to me all the time, every day, forever!!! >:(((((

[final-puppyboy]

i have a rabbit plushie attached to my wallet chain, and my therapist was very excited about how cute it was until she noticed i also have a rabbits foot hooked next to him. she did not think it was as funny as i do. i chose not to tell her i have thought about amputating one of his feet so it looks like it's his foot that was detached for my lucky charm.

[final-puppyboy]

i replayed needy streamer overload recently and reading the texts in this game... kangel is genuinely me. why am i like this. there is someone who has heard nearly all of this verbatim.

head in hands... it has to be charming, right..? im so sorry.. orz