Feels nice to say I finally don't care anymore, all the lies upon lies, it's just incredible. I can't believe what I was defending and standing up for, I was so blinded. But at least through it all I maintained who I am staying true to myself and my beliefs. I am glad I caught myself before it was beyond repairable, sucks I had to be a down right bitch about it and play someone else's game. Just sad the things that need to be done at times for closure and be able to move on... But you just don't pretend to help a person back up and kick em' back down for no good reason, especially when you had them down in the first place. I am sorry deeply for those that went through their own problems that I was not believing, I know the truth now and I wish I could of done something to of helped, I did as much as I could in all ways so I doubt much could of been helped but it never hurts to try. I got more then the closure I had asked for, I got the full truth. The nightmares are fading, my confidence is rising of who I am as person. All the Hell from my past led me here, a brand new start. I now only hope this time with all that I have learned I will be able to keep myself away from all the wrong people and not get tricked into making the same mistakes over and over again. Cheers to a new, here's to people getting what they rightfully deserve.
