Confessions at 23
Entry#22 So I woke up this morning and realized it was Monday already. Monday means work. Aaaghh!!! Yeah, thats what Mondays cause me.
I should have been up at 4am but my unparticipative body sticks itself to bed until 6am so I got up at 6.
Given little time to prepare, I just went across the road to buy coffee and went back to have my daily morning meditation. On my way, I realize its been a long time since I’ve had the proper coffee and how I miss the smell of a freshly brewed coffee.. And just puttong it into a sentence makes ny mouth water for it.
So, the daily meditation today is about God’s law and how it serves as warnings to us so that we won’t suffer the punishment of sin and and also God’s grace which enables us to walk through this law and gain reward coming from God. It was a comforting thought. Yes we are sinners but we are sinners saved by grace and with that grace we can walk in Gods law and receive blessings from our Father which is in heaven.
After which I prepared breakfast and was resolved to seriously by calamansi and fruits because my body is bursting with oil and fats, which is not so healthy anymore.
What else? yeah I have a long day ahead of me with my calendar reminding me of the things that I should have to accomplish yet, of things I have to face and troubles caused that I have to resolve.
Also I will be continuing my stpry with A on the next entry. I can’t stop thinking of him ever since that day I saw SRP, **** that SRP.
I missed him but he might have forgotten me already. Also.. with A, I had also in my mind P. Well.. blame it to timehop to make me remember him all over again. It was such that he was my ideal guy or man and he just vanished, like a blinding light that flashed for one moment only. I don’t want to repeat my desperate act again and contact him as someone else just to hear his voice. It would be… desperate.
And maybe this is my discipline.. For breaking those hearts who had loved me and I don’t know but maybe possibly loving me still..
A and I may not see each other ever again.. P also.. But I still dream of really seeing them both again..
Anyway.. too much boys for the morning. Currently listening to Owl City’s Take it all Away.. Yes please take all these thoughts away..