queer artist in need of help asap
unfortunately, i am in need of help again. progress since i've moved has been one step forward, two steps back in trying to escape the povery trap and have any sort of independence and agency over my own life. my minivan is running, but is in desperate need of a timing belt & other maintenance repairs. if the timing belt breaks, she's totaled and i no longer have a vehicle nor any real chance of getting a new one any time soon. i've had a couple of small design gigs but no steady work and i am drowning in debt. i've been job-hunting and applying but no luck yet. i cannot get a job without a reliable vehicle.
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i got an estimate for repair costs and was quoted about $1300. i've kept driving to a minimum but unfortunately today the check engine light came on. i can't risk driving her until the repairs are done. i thought i had time to postpone the repairs but i do not. unfortunately i've also had to reschedule doctor's appointments til i get my vehicle back to driving condition.
another complication is that i have an art show coming up and i was counting on having my own vehicle so i could actually be in the show. i have to get my artwork out of storage & bring it to the venue by May 6th and was really hoping to attend the opening night on May 10th, too. i had planned to offer my piece for sale and was really hoping to find a buyer since i am desperately in need of income. it seems likely at this point that i will have to drop out of the show.
i'm so weary and ashamed that i keep needing to ask for help. i am trying as hard as i can to unfuck my life. if you're willing to pitch in a few bucks and/or share this, i'd be really grateful. thank you for all of your support over time. it has been an excruciating couple of years trying to move on from my ex relationship and move across the country to try & start over. i've made it pretty far but still have a ways to go. i appreciate the support i've gotten. thank you for your patience with me. i want to believe i can get past all of this and make a better life for myself.
















