#finding oneself

[sweettastingrain]

i must catch pieces of myself like a group of the smallest kind of butterflies, in no vessel other than my wet and shaking hands, and find a safe place for me to finally fly for the first time.

[diosa-loba]

i hope she found herself 😅😅

[bl-bam-beyond]

BE MY FAVORITE (2023, THAILAND)

Episode 5

Today's episode of BE MY FAVORITE was so well done and it had nothing to do with anything concerning the confession. It was an accurate portrayal of a gay man going through and existential crisis.

No it's not the same for every person but in my opinion Pisaeng (played by the absolutely phenomenal GAWIN CASKEY aka FLUKE) is going through something difficult. The way he lingered outside of the LGBTQ PLUS center/club/bar before leaving and then coming back. Going in. Running into someone he recognizes and running out again. Very Authentic IMO.

[just-two-blokes]

This is a story about a young girl that used to wear the clothes of her cousins when they grew out of them because she preferred wearing these clothes.

This is a story about a young girl that hated the color pink and refused to wear anything in this color.

This is a story about a young girl who was often mistaken as a boy by strangers, was being stared at and being pointed at by kids her age.

This is a story about a teenage girl who was told to dress more 'girly' / 'feminine' and not in that style she had back then (which wasn't particularly masculine either)

This is a story about a teenage girl who didn't like taking selfies because she didn't think she would look good in it.

This is a story of a young adult who is slowly figuring out oneself.

A young adult who has stopped worrying about how other people might see them.

A young adult who has started to take selfies again.

Gender roles only create pressure from society.

Don't let anyone tell you how to dress, how to look and what you should do.

Because we are all amazing, loving and unique human beings that deserve to live how we want to.

Because life is too short to pretend to be someone you are not.

[madeinjapan-thailand-blbambeyond]

MAN CRUSH FANDOM • MADE IN THAILAND

PUTTHIPONG ASSARATANAKUL

[Nickname: BILLKIN]

KRIT AMNUAYDECHKORN

[Nickname: PP]

[seekerscorner]

You know how sometimes you come across some people and you realise that they bring out a side of you that you were unaware of or they just make you know yourself better like you found yourself in them. We are like puzzle and to find our pieces...we meet people who help us in finding those pieces inside ourselves and you are a piece of their puzzle who helps them in finding their pieces which are already there inside themselves and it's just becomes more beautiful and magical to find ourselves like this... isn't it??

[can-i-ship-in-fagging-peace]

Totally out of left field since this is my “Byler, Boreo, Reddie” blog mostly but I thought y’all may like this wholesome explorative work I forgot I’d done and cleaned up to post for pride.

I put a lot in the summary on what I am planning to do with it/add on to it. But hope someone finds it comforting or just a nice read!

Love you all HAPPY PRIDE!!! I will be releasing more fics soon. Just wanted to get this one out of the way as it was most ready out of all of them and shorter.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Summary:

Five never was able to really relax into his life, “just, being”. Never had those blanketed, long stretches of complex wondering a normal preteen and teen go through to find themselves. Maybe that was more or less the reasoning behind his snarky nature to.. well, everyone.. he was jealous of the lives they all got to lead. He envied being able to find himself and actually be whoever that was.

[imsavey]

How to find one's true self.."

The journey of someone who was traumatized by father.

Made a shell for themselves.

Never figured out who they truly were because they were in the shell for so long.

Now they run into a situation where they're helped, encouraged, and loved by others. into coming out of their shell that they made for themselves.

But what if they're scared to find out who they are?

Do I actually have a me or is this my chance to.. Make up?

What if it's not as good as the person they let everyone see? The mask everyone saw.

What if it's better? The actual face is better than the mask. What would everyone say then?

Overthinking the overthinking thoughts that caused you to overthink, will only lead to more overthinking.

But how.. Do I find myself? I love me.

I love me and where I've been, what I've gone through. And still came out on top

Create? Morph this thing that came out. Into something that can still be loved by everyone including myself.

Medication? Meditation? Running? Skipping? Hopping? Driving? Screaming? Crying? Fucking?

Who am I?.. Where can I find you? How do I find you?..

Or have you been here waiting till I need you?

Well I need you now for this musical lol