013018; 1:59 A.M.
I’m starting to worry about where life is taking me. Well, actually tbh it is how i choose to bring up my life. I have like this fear of the future but also eagerness, excitement and idk how to explain but yeah, that’s the most of it. Most probably because i received emails from RMIT and IDP for my UCAS application earlier this morning. Shit boutta’ get real uhuh. I’m not even sure if it’s gonna happen, again, it’s me doubting myself.
Anyway, i’ve been making some time for myself for days and days. It felt really good, spending some “quality” time by binge-watching my BTS stuff, Jay Park, Riverdale (this is the most insane cause there’s a lot of shit happening in season 2 and i’m only at the 4th episode). ALSO i got my HYYH Pt. 2 album today, an addition to my Bangtan album after Dark and Wild yassssss. Next up, the night version of Young Forever. I saved up a lottttt cause i did some less spending over the weeks. I had so many things in mind (on what to buy obvly) and now i’m just saving up even more. Tryna tell my mom that i wanna go to Seoul but yea i’m too scared to ask cause like yknow it’ll probably be just me and my friend. Two girls travelling. Doesn’t seem like a good idea to my dad but he wants me to get a blessing from my mom. We’ll see *fingers crossed*