#firefly complains

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I am doing the 5 Secret Steps to Improve Forgetfulness

Graduating from College

Applying to & researching New Colleges & other assorted paths of the Future

Moving from one apartment to another

Eating nothing but Cookies for Breakfast

Most importantly: Feeling Stressed

With these steps you too can forget so many things! Like assigned homework, your keys, what your mom told you ten seconds ago, how to walk, your waterbottle, that ask you wanna answer in your inbox, your overnight bag because you slept over at a friends because you forgot your keys, what happened to scringly dinkus from your shoes, how to spell, and so much more!

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Nature is healing! Random people in public are once again stopping to comment on my hair color and making strange and mildly inappropriate comments/"compliments"!

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Will say I don't like how I gotta apply for things and put into words who I am. I'd much rather show up, show off what I do, and then have them judge me like a prize pumpkin.

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Landlord: "We can't advertise for you, you gotta find a Subletter on your own"

Also Landlord: "We need money from you because it's difficult to find people :("

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Reasons why I can't call people on the phone, stop asking why I can't call people on the phone:

Anxiety is a bish and doesn't make sense. It's anxiety. I don't choose when fear is rational or not

It's harder to read people's emotional state over the phone. No expressions or body language. Much easier for a anxious mind to run with and mentally fill in the gaps

Official Phone Calls (TM) means there's some sort of social script to follow. Anxiety mind says "what if you don't know the script" even for simple stuff

Timing is harder because you can't see other people's anticipation to speak.

Processing people's words are harder (again no visual cues, and it's already harder for neurotypicals, imagine what it's like for an auditory dyslexic)

Avoidance is literally part of anxiety I can't help it. I do Not want to make a phone call for the reasons above. I will eventually. I have to to complete whatever needs are requiring me to make a phone call. I will Avoid First though.

Stop telling me it's easy and I shouldn't have a problem with it and then tell me I talked too fast or that my nervous laugh is weird. I knowww. It doesn't help. Probably does the opposite of help.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Do not say “wow haha, I have so much art in this theme, I should make some more on a timeline and put it all up at once” that’s how the brain gremlins get you and take all creativity you had for that theme and now you’re just standing there like I need 6 more of these but I have no freaking clue what to make

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Corporation sending me the 100th: "Come back! We know your free trial ended with that one class but if you start paying us we'll give you a free hat!!"

Me: John a hat isn't gonna pay my bills and I'm not about to eat it.

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My college professor gave us all books at our final and there’s notes in the cover and..... I ...I feel like... I basically got a “pleasure to have in class” note

I’m-