#fireyjrfictive

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I started watching tpot 13 but only got up to the part where I didnt get in and then I just. didn't feel like watching further. I genuinely didn't expect to be the fourth most voted for character, I didn't know people actually liked me that much... woah. -Firey Jr (BFDI fictive) #🪙❄️

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I feel like my elimination scene is becoming a trigger for me. Like, knowing how much pain it caused me, all the years of math and loneliness and being trapped and all the damned blue of EXIT and then having my disappearance celebrated and being told people like me shouldn't exist (or at least, how I interpreted it. How else could I have viewed it?) It makes me... not very comfortable. It causes some deep, visceral feelings that I haven't felt in so long. I know rationally that I don't have to worry about that again but still. It feels like Four has etched the word pain into each nanogram of my being. -Firey Jr, BFDI fictive #🪙❄ (That's the tag most of my headmates have been using, iirc)

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The headcanon that I got "adopted" by Barf Bag and Donut is just so insane to me because they were nothing like parental figures to me EVER and they were huge jerks when I was eliminated (wdym "you're not a useful asset" I WAS THE ONLY ONE DOING THE CHALLENGE YOU'RE ALL WHY WE LOST) and people look at that and go "yeah those are his parents!" NO???? Literally choose anyone else jesus christ like even Bracelety and Ice Cube would've been better choices, literally anyone from EXIT but. Them??? Seriously??? Nothing against them as people but our relationship sucked and I would've hated being their kid after my elimination scene -Firey Jr, BFDI/Battle for Dream Island fictive

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funniest thing ever is that firey and i weren't even remotely related. the closest we got to being related is match and pencil adopting me since match and firey were step siblings. also despite being the smallest contestant i was older than grassy and rocky. i was like 14 or 15 when i left EXIT -firey jr, bfdi fictive

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fun fact i actually had the second most screentime i just was too small so you couldnt see me. right behind profiley of course, who was slightly to the left of the camera in the entirety of the show so you couldn't see them -firey jr, bfdi fictive

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back in EXIT i got so tired of math and everything looked like it blended together and numbers didn't look real so i just said everything equalled 4. 3+4? Yeah that's 4 I think I don't care anymore. -Firey Jr, BFDI fictive

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after escaping from EXIT i had some mega sensory issues. everything was too bright and everyone talked too loud and the wind was too strong and i could feel everything twice as strongly as usual. i hate the color blue. and i think i heard match and pencil talk too much because i started saying "like" 3 times as much as i usually did. -firey jr, bfdi fictive

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