♛ (Lol did I send you one of these yet?)
[[ufufufu not yet *w*]]
"Before... before everything happened, I had thought of you as nothing more than an ally, a fellow soldier of the duchy. I respected you for your strength and your devotion to the Grand Marshal, yet I knew little of your true character, aside from the few interactions I had seen between you and Edea. And then...
You found me once more, after I had lost everything. Everyone. After I had been resigned to an inevitable, forthcoming death, you tended to my wounds and brought me back to the duchy, back... to her. At that time, with the pain of losing so many important people still fresh, I withdrew, unable to abandon the empty notion of loyalty, yet not knowing how to proceed.
...And you remained with me. Showed me caring, concern, that I had not expected of you. That I had no longer expected of anyone, at that point. It was almost inevitable that I would grow attached to you, and wish to reciprocate that care that I had been so graciously shown.
I came to fear for your life, and the fear is only magnified as Edea's... condition... becomes more severe. That is the reason why, even with my injuries, I resolve to do all I can to aid you in this mission. I hope, through what little comfort my words and actions could have provided, that you can understand how much I care about you, that I would never wish for you to be alone... Perhaps, it is because I myself fear being left alone once more, above all. It is a selfish thought, I am well aware.
And yet... whenever we are together, there is an unmistakable feeling, almost a jolt... This, undeniably, is different from anything I had experienced in the past. I know I must curb my desires to treat you with more intimacy than before - I do not wish to distract either of us from the mission, especially given failure could mean your life, and remaining detached, removing personal sentiments, is the duty of a soldier in battle, but... this feeling only grows stronger by the day...
...My apologies."















