All the messages i couldn’t send
Day 1 zero contact
Hey you broke up with me yesterday and now i have no one to talk to. But jokes on you i have the whole internet to talk to.
I wanted to say that this girl i met online wants me to go watch Barbie together, how exciting is that? I was gonna tell my moma to go with me but this is way better
I also cried cried cried yesterday i got the worst headache. I took a shower to cry more and i think I’m better this morning. This too shall pass right? I hope so.
I would love to know how you’re feeling.
Why is it so hard to get wrapping paper with bubbles though? All i’ve been thinking about is how I’m gonna send you the package you wanted so much. Which confuses my feelings because why do you want it so much if you don’t wanna talk to me ever again?
I want so many answers that I’m okay with not getting. I have to start planning my future over. I had this whole plan that is useless now. Which is a little exciting but heartbreaking at the same time.
My first real everything.
I’ll always love you.












