Oct 8, 2012
Your blog is my favorite. :*
awwwn so cute of you :DDDD thank you ^-^ arigato :)
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Your blog is my favorite. :*
awwwn so cute of you :DDDD thank you ^-^ arigato :)
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Guuuuuyyyyysss! you're freaking me out!! hahaha. (but i think I'll still watch it, although you can't say i wasn't warned...)
Like, people just don't get it. Especially people who have a boyfriend, that have been around since before a diagnosis/health issues have started. I couldn't keep a boyfriend before, and who's to say I will even find one now that would be willing to stay? It's not us being down on ourselves. We just have to think though, who would seriously walk into the situation, intentionally?
EXACTLY.
I wouldn't date me. So I automatically assume that anyone else who even considers it is insane. Or has questionable motives. Or is doing it as a joke.
They never know what they're getting themselves into.
And even if the physical POTS symptoms themselves don't cause issues, all the emotional turmoil and tumult it's caused over the years has stayed with me.
And even when I am dating someone, I've grown so accustomed to losing things (my health, people, the ability to live a normal teenage life, etc) that I always know it's only a matter of time until they leave, too....and people always end up getting hurt.
And I've tried telling myself that it's worth it in the end, because any happiness I derive from a relationship will make up for the hurt, but I just end up feeling guilty for the other person having to deal with me and I get mad at myself because I know that the only way for things to end is in pain. Pain on top of the pain I already have.
It's not that I am trying to push people away necessarily
I just know that they wouldn't be able to handle what they would find if I let them in.
And then people will say, "No, no I'm sure it'll be fine!" or "I accept your flaws!" (lol) or other things like that
But, in the end, they never can handle it
And I never really expect them to either
Because not even I can deal with my issues, sometimes.