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"Solitary confinement that lasts more than 15 consecutive days is recognized by the United Nations and various human rights organizations as torture."

I was thirteen. And I was completely and utterly alone for over four decades. I was a fucking child. I subjected myself to literal psychological torture, purely because I wanted to prove a point to my father. Is it even possible to fully recover from this?

#I know it wasn't a cell. But an entire ruined world without people sure as hell felt like one.#I don't even know why I'm thinking about this.#I just saw an article about solitary comfinement.#And fuck. Fifteen days? Fifteen days is torture.#What about forty years?#No wonder I'm so fucked up.#I was a fucking kid.#A child. Barely thirteen.#Why did I do this to myself?#Tua rp #Tua rp blog #Five Vents

Hate my parents hate my parents hate my parents. They’re fucking ugh!! and HELL I hate I hate I hate

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Why can't people just be fucking grateful for once?

#Tua rp #Tua rp blog #I'm done.#Officially done.#I'm not bothering anymore.#I'm not going to keep destroying my own life to try and improve the lives of people who don't even fucking care.#I'm done. 🤷‍♂️#Five Vents

If I'm that much of a problem, then I'll go. I don't care. It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. Maybe it'll help. Maybe people will stop fucking punishing me every single time I make a mistake. Actually, allow me to correct that, maybe people will stop fucking punishing others because I made a mistake.

I've often been tempted to deactivate this account and disappear, simply because this keeps fucking happening. People keep getting hurt. Things keep going wrong and it's always because I somehow managed to fucking piss off God.

Well, you know what God? Fine. If things are going to be like this, then I'll remove myself from it all. I'll go. I'll stop fucking existing so others stop getting hurt because of me.

It's bullshit and I'm fucking done with it. If anyone has a problem with me, take it out on me. Stop bringing others into it. Fuck off.

#I've had enough.#Tua rp #Tua rp blog #Five Vents

The urge to bash my head against the wall until my skull caves in upon itself gets stronger everyday.

#I hate this.#I fucking hate it.#Why can't anything ever be good?#Why can't it STAY good?#Tua rp #Tua rp blog #Five Vents

I think it's just anxiety. I'm so anxious today. I don't even know why.

#Tua rp #Tua rp blog #My chest keeps gettibg tight.#Hard to breathe.#And then my eyes start watering.#I'm not sad?#I don't know why i keep trying to cry.#I feel... Normal enough.#It's just this fucking anxiety.#I hate it.#Five Vents

God I feel awful.

#Tua rp #Tua rp blog #I can't tell if it's this curse thing making me feel terrible.#But I feel like shit.#Complete fucking shit.#I can't even make myself enjoy this game right now.#Because I can't make myself feel anything.#I might just go and lie down for a while.#Ignore this.#Five Vents #(pov u get hit with the random wave of sads lol)

I do miss that tattoo. I miss my scars. I miss everything. It was all just fucking erased, like it never even happened in the first place. I don't have the stupid tattoo to tie me to this family, I don't have the scars to prove I've been through shit.

It's bullshit. Losing powers alone would be bearable, but everything else? Fuck this.

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