Feb 12, 2025
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#i feel like there's an ingredient i'm missing in this but it's KIND OF close to what's been in my head#idk idk idk idk idk idk sorry i just want ludger to have a bad time 😔✨ like. he finds too much purpose in being julius' fuckin wife#so much of his own happiness and just. comfort. comes from making sure julius is Okay and happy and fed#so julius being gone/unreachable has him feeling like so hgkshfdkjfhdskjfs WORDS#baaaaaaaaaaa#picture tag#the julius half of this would be like:#1 - (idk he's just trying his best. wants to die but he's got ludger to look after...)#2 - “he's an angel... i'm so lucky to have him” 🔁 “i only have him because i killed his mom.” <- these on repeat#3 - “ludger is so cute ^^”#4 - “I think I might have messed up somewhere." *doesn't do anything about how his 19 year old brother constantly wants to cuddle*#5 - “I really hope Ludger is okay.” <- said with somewhat more concern than canon bc of How Attached ludger is here#fjshdfdshkjh