14. What do they care deeply about? What kind of loyalties, commitments, moral codes, life philosophies, passions, callings, or spirituality and faith do they have? How do these tend to be expressed?
seth has a very strong sense of the familial code that he grew up with, with this falls the care for family. and the importance of it to him. everything that comes along with it, the bonds, the experiences what it’s meant to mean, and the people involved. all of these are important to him. he was raised to believe in one simple thing, blood comes before anything. the fact that he was left without any blood relatives besides his father at the early age of twenty two after growing up with them meaning everything to him left him broken. so when layla gifted him with a daughter he felt alive again for the first time in years. sarah and layla are hands down the most important people to him. he would die for them both in a heartbeat. because they are his responsibility, they are his home and family. in the way that he understands what that means. and in that same sentiment, he’s been at war with himself since the birth of their daughter. because he was raised catholic, because he believes in everything the church preaches, and having a child out of wedlock. he’s constantly fighting with himself over it, because he wouldn’t have been able to force her to marry him, and it’s nothing that he’d ever think of doing either. and yet, it concerns him everytime he walks into church. which is a place where he feels safe, if he’s ever having doubts about anything it’s the first place he goes. even just looking at a crucifix calms him. because it’s the one constant he’s had his whole life, with or without people in his life, his faith in god has always been there. its why he’s never wavered from it, why he goes to church every sunday, because if he doesn’t have that to lean on, then he had nothing as a young adult. seth had to build his own support system, and he couldn’t as a child, he didn’t have the time. his only support as a teenager were the prayers he’d send up to god, and as a young adult, he tended to push people away because he’d lost so many already and again he only had the lord to look to. he knows he’s not alone anymore, he has a support system now. but he still feels tied to the church and to the concept of family. and this got off topic and i don’t know if it made sense but ~~~
