i fucking love you so much. and now youre seventeen and thats crazy and omg when did we like grow up. college is soon. help. i hope your birthday is amazing. and i hope you have breakfast with pooh tomorrow. because i know that will make you so happy. i really wish i could see you on your birthday. alas i cannot. but when we see each other next WE ARE GOING TO FUCKING PARTY. lets pop mollies. LAWL. i really miss you. so much shit has happened since your last birthday. i feel like we've changed a lot. but youre my best friend. and i think you always will be. i love you so fucking fucking much. like youre my life. and my family. and everything. like i dont even know. youve always been here for me and supported me and given it to me like it is and i love you so much for that and i hope i have helped you as much as you have helped me. you are such a beautiful girl sabrina. like absolutely gorgeous. and youre personality and capabilities are even more outstanding. you are so genuine and kind and compassionate. you think so abstractly and help me understand things i never thought i would and i can only thank you for that. so i love you. so so ssoososososos so fucking much. i would do anything for you. and one day we'll grow old and have walkers and bitch about our husbands, or apparently my wife, and you'll give me the face you do when youre refraining from taking a cheese grater to my face and it will all be lovely. you deserve so much. and i can only hope that i get to experience it with you. i know you'll do amazing things. have a happy birthday. i love you. abigail .xx
