"untitled / the way you changed me and why I got lost in you" by Johanna K.
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The green grass and the scent of freshly born daffodils; I am surrounded by all of natures and it makes me feel the lightness of being. My knees are stained from the grass and my hair is filled with little daisies. I touch all the little new born plants; their smooth, slender and fragile appearance makes you remember your childhood. The sweet smell of wet ground makes me want to become a plant. I will paint my hands green please let me hold on to this explainable beauty (the only thing that matters).
The way you changed me and why I got lost in you
It always starts with holding hands. When I met you I felt myself appear. As if you planted a garden in my stomach and I had just begun to grow. The nearer you got to me the faster the plants grew. You watered me in conjunction with holding me together. I wasn’t able to breathe before you surrounded me. It is as if I was finally able to see. When out lips met for the first time, the flowers you planted inside me emerged from my stomach into my fragile heart. I was willing to let you write your name over my body. Since that day invisible flowers have been growing out of my eyes and I cannot see anyone else but you. I am so in love it hurts. There are butterflies trying to emerge from my body. My hands feel empty whenever yours aren’t holding them. Now that I met you I am no longer alone. I might be lonely, yet I will never be alone again.