#flintsays

[askflint]

I thought we were something, but I guess I was too foolish to see. In the end I'll never be him... I never could be him for her. I just wanted to mean something to someone and I thought she was it...

She was my world.

Christsake, I thought writing it down would help me cope with it, but if anything it just makes the reality set in. I should have seen the writing on the wall for a long time.

I suppose my mother and father were right, in the end, you always end up alone no matter how much you fight it. I just thought this would be different.

No matter how much it hurts, I can't be upset with her... not after what he did. he looked... almost dead in the hospital. And I know looking after him is her priority at the moment, I just...wish maybe it hadn't been at expense of my heart?

You're a foolish man Flint. You always will be.

[askflint]

Does it hurt knowing Anya is moving on and getting a happily ever after?

She deserves it.

[askflint]

Goodnight.

[askflint]

I don't think I'll be okay for a while, but.. its a step in the right direction.

[askflint]

When did you last talk to *her*?

...When she broke up with me.

[askflint]

Why am I doing this to myself.

[askflint]

wish you were barefoot and pregnant

Yeahhh I dont think I've slept enough because that is definitely not what you said.

[askflint]

How're your old crew doing? Still in contact with them? Thought you would've gotten slightly close to them in PE.

I'm not sure, it is hard to contact them. Rocky is in australia, Beccs, I'm not sure where she went and if i had my captains number then i think i would sign him up for every spam i could.