Mar 15
So I painted a rose over a stain on my notebook and it’s almost making me cry , I’ve been trying to paint something everyday or draw something. Just to put pen to paper because I have this dream of being a painter, but that dream is constantly being SUPPRESSED because of my perfectionism. Even after I painted the flower I thought it was a piece of shit. it’s been like 12 hours and I’ve realized that I did a good job and the rose is beautiful. I’m just too hard on myself somebody hold me 😭
