#flowerjizz

[juricon]

flowerjizz YEAH and it's like... it's so generalized as well you're only picking from 2 options as if it's a binary?? And so supposedly there are only 2^4 types of people?? It's worse bc he felt it was validated by academics... wanted to matchmake people based on it and stuff rme

[plainwaterpdf]

Happy birthday to my best friend until the end of time flowerjizz you are my platonic soulmate I hope this year gives you what you deserve and is filled with wonderful things. I love you to bits xoxox

[plainwaterpdf]

i always feel like i miss out on so many nice comments and interactions with kat on here because they'll say a whole bunch of sweet and lovely and emotional in their tags and the never tell me about it

[sophisti-cunted]

fire / grass / flying / steel

Fire:What's something that you're more passionate about than you'd care to admit?

I can't do anything I'm not passionate about. Like, my brain just hits this switch and I'm totally stalled. So, judging by the time I spend doing things... tumblr, clothes, and the idea that I am super duper exceptional. And eating meat.

Grass:Where do you feel you belong the most?

When I'm with those few people who make me feel completely un-self-conscious and let my guards down. There are not many, tbh. 

Flying:Tell us about a moment when you gained perspective in life.

Today in Lindsey's bed when we sort of... had a mutual intervention for ourselves through puffy eyes and a lot of moaning. We may or may not be each other's enablers, so if one of us stops doing a thing it'll probs only work if we both do. 

Steel:Name an opinion/practice you are adamant about, something you will not change.

my family is neither blood nor chosen but forms out of both love and necessity. and if you fuck with my family, you are fucking with me.

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10/42/56

10.What was the last lie you told?

That I was okay with my schedule change

42. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

SAVE THE DOG

56.  You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

Fifth and sixth grade

[sophisti-cunted]

dear best friend / dear future me / dear past me xoxo

Dear Best Friend

I miss you oh my gosh, it's been nearly A WHOLE WEEK since I saw you. Oh my gosh I have so much to tell you, and so many funny things I said to recount. And I bet you do too. 

Okay, to start, I got so drunk on Thursday that Elsher had to pre-pay my cab home and I completely forgot that Alison was out with us. And the psych was only 5 minutes late. And ummmmm. I feel like you're the Tony Wonder to my GOB Bluth. Also, let's yell about shitty fuckwits together and talk about how great me are. 

Good luck with the stuff going on down there and and give Greg my best. xoxxo cuntles

Dear future me

Have you gotten the tooth pulled? Bet you haven't. Go book that if you have the money. 

Which ones turned out to be dickheads?

Soz for all the shit I'm doing that you'll regret

xx Past me

Dear past me

You are beautiful. I love you. You're doing some very silly thing but you'll learn, and you'll forgive yourself. You'll get stronger but you're already so strong. You're on the right track it's just a twisted road

xxxxx Future me

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Dear bestfriend GO ON BE DISGUSTING

Dear flowerjizz

sometimes when i am very sad i think about the idea of growing old together and you taking care of my kids and it gives me the energy and the life and love to continue. you are so stable and consistent and important. i’m sorry it’s been so long since we’ve hung out one on one, i’m sorry that our rhythms are different - i know how hard that is. but i’m so glad we could talk about it and i’m so glad it won’t be like the time we didn’t talk - neither of us are going to let that happen again, i know that. you are so lovely and you take such good good care of me, of everyone you touch. you are so beautiful and tender - you make things tender and soft with your presence and your existence. your existence is paramount. you are vital.

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flowerjizz replied to your post:

Also, wow I had no idea we met at Sully's either - so many things happened at Sully's 18th and Sully himself doesn't even remember me from then...conspiracy...

Yeah, Sully's 18th was a really important point in my life because it's basically the point at which I started actually having any kind of life that wasn't inertially flowing with the current. It also coincides with when I start actually remembering things. That I can remember less than a minute of it is kind of frustrating. It was a lot earlier in the year than I thought it was as well - I'd thought it was middle to late term 3 at earliest.