I wanna be yours.
Pairing: Bsf!Chris x reader
Summary: You have had a crush on your best friend Chris for a while now, but you've been too scared to tell him. You two are having a casual movie night, but it takes on a spicy turn when you decide to open up about your feelings.
Warnings: best friends to lovers, making out, pet names. (baby & prinsess), just pure fluff ngl xx
Christopher Owen Sturniolo was your best friend.
You've known each other since kindergarten, and you've always done everything together. You two were like peanut butter & jelly. At its best together. Unstoppable!
It was just another Friday evening. Chris was sitting on your bed scrolling on instagram. He laughed at some of the memes and showed them to you. You just laughed with him.
You couldn't stop noticing how perfect he looked. The light from the phone made his face glow. His picture perfect smile and magnetic blue eyes. His hair was a little messy but effortlessly perfect.
You've had feelings for Chris for a couple of years now, but you've been able to hide them. Firstly, they were not that strong, but by the time they've grown stronger and stronger. You've watched him turn more and more into a man.
Really handsome and sweet one.
You're scared that Chris doesn't feel the same way about you. You don't want to ruin your long and good friendship. Chris has always been there for you, and you've always been there for him. You didn't want to risk it.
"Chris, should we go downstairs and watch a movie?" You ask with a quiet pleasing tone.
He looks at you. "Sure, lemme go grab the snacks from my car," he said, stretching his arms over his head.
"You bought snacks?" You widened your eyes with a surprised and excited look in them.
"Of course I did. I usually do." He said, giving you a smile.
"Yess. Thank youu!" You thanked and went for a hug.
He hugged you back, wrapping his arms around you. You would be lying if you'd say that you didn't feel the small shiver going through your whole body.
Every time he touched you or looked at you for a second too long, you felt goosebumps on your skin. You just wished that he wouldn't notice the way you look at him or the way your heart started pounding really fast every time you got too close to him.
You pulled away from the hug, looking at him with your big glimmery eyes.
"I'm so lucky to have a friend like you, Chris," you said with a sweet and warm tone.
He looked at you, his eyes liced with warmness and something that you couldn't name.
"And I'm so lucky to have you, princess," he said softly and brushed a stand of hair behind your ear.
"Chris! I told you not to call me princess! I'm not eight years old anymore!" You said with an annoyed tone, slapping him gently on his chest. But you couldn't help the amusement that was pushing through it.
He just gave you a smirk and pushed himself up from the bed.
But you cannot lie. The way he called you prinsess made something inside you flip in a good way.
"Okay. I'll just go grab the snacks, and you can choose the movie." He suggested.
"Deal," you said and got up from the bed.
He turned to look at you.
"But please don't make me watch some romantic bullshit."
"Oh, Chris. You have no heart." You signed.
"Whatever you say. I just don't fw with that corny stuff."
"Okay. Let's watch some comedy then." You grinned at him.
Pretty soon, you and Chris were sitting on the couch bowls of warm butter popcorn on your laps.
You decided to watch a Disney movie, and you both immediately agreed on Cars.
You wanted to watch the second one and Chris the first one. After some discussion, you gave up, and you decided to watch Cars 1.
The movie was so good and classic.
But you couldn't ignore the fact how good Chris looked.
Couple strands of his brown hair falling on his face just near his beautiful blue eyes. The light reflecting from the TV to his face made his features look very sharp. You really tried to focus on the movie, but you couldn't stop glancing at him once in a while.
You also saw with the side of your eye Chris clanging at you.
You felt his gaze burning straight through you.
You wrapped yourself tighter around your blanket in the corner of the sofa.
"You cold?" He suddenly asked.
You turned your gaze towards him. "No. I'm alright,"
"You sure? You've been pretty quiet. Everything okay?" he asks with a slight bit of a concern in his voice.
He's right.
You've been pretty quiet, but you don't know why.
You usually discuss about stuff while watching movies but this time you didn't know what to say. You've wondered for a long time that maybe you should tell Chris about your feelings. Lately, the feelings have been haunting you, and you've sometimes felt really weird around him. You just hoped that he wouldn't notice.
You've been wondering that maybe you should tell him.
You'd rather love him from a distance than hide it all like this.
"Y/n?" His voice cuts your thoughts.
You had zoned out.
"Oh, sorry. Yeah- yeah, m'okay," you quickly answered, avoiding his gaze.
"Okay. But you can always tell me if something is bothering you," he said with a soft and comforting tone.
You quickly nodded at him and smiled. Then you tuned your gaze back to the TV, pulling the blanket closer to your ears.
The movie was almost at its end.
You tried to focus on it but your thoughts were somewhere between your feelings and Chris.
As the closing credits started to play, you looked at Chris and took a quiet, deep breath.
"Chris, I love you," you said with a low and soft tone. Quickly you realised that you've said it out loud.
You froze.
"I love you too y/n" he said and gave you a warm smile.
He was going for a hug, but you pushed him gently away. He raised his left eyebrow and looked at you with confusion in his eyes.
"No, Chris. I love you. I love everything about you. The way you make me smile. The way you wrap your arms around me when I feel sad and miserable. The way you help and support me through everything. The way you always listen to me. Just the way you're always there for me, Chris. I've tried to keep my feelings as a secret, but I feel like my heart can't take it anymore. I wanna be yours, Chris. Because these secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought. I know this is going to ruin our friendship, but I just needed to tell you because I would rather love you from a distance than hide it all and make my heart ache. I'm sorry, Chris. But heart wants what it wants." You said, holding back tears, slight fear in your voice about what Chris is going to say. Your body was fully in shock, and you wrapped yourself tighter around the blanket.
You watched his gaze turn into something that you couldn't name. He reached for your hand and held it.
"I love you too y/n I've always had." He said with his voice soft and warm.
You locked your eyes onto his mesmerising blue eyes. You watched his gaze softener. His eyes burning onto yours sending shivers through your spine. You felt his warm palm resting against yours.
He slowly leaned in till his lips were inches apart from yours. He moved his arms onto your sides.
You saw his eyes. They were filled with need and something you couldn't name.
"You can be mine only if you allow me to be yours," he said with a deep hoarse voice. His eyes still on yours as you saw his gaze darkening.
You smirked lowering your gaze to his lips and then to his eyes again.
"Is that a yes?" he cooed.
You let out a small giggle and then nodded.
"Yes, I wanna be yours, Chris, and I want you to be mine."
"You're so beautiful," he said before he placed his lips gently on yours.
You felt electricity shooting throught you body as you placed your hands around his neck pulling him even closer. He placed his hands on your waist.
The kiss was sweet and warm but it had a spicy undertone.
Then he pulled back.
"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for this," he whispered his dark gaze on yours.
You giggled and grabbed him from his necklace and pulling him back into the kiss.
This time, the kiss was hungrier. It was needy. He kissed you like he's been starving for days. You responded with the same energy. His hands sliding down your waist and up again. You placed your hand in his hair. Then he started kissing down your neck, leaving marks all along the way.
You let out a quiet whimper. He barely hears it but it makes his stomach flip.
"Mmm.. you taste so sweet baby," he hummed against your neck.
You throw your head back and roll your eyes at his words.
Oh how long you've been dreaming about this.
He pulls away just to look into your eyes. His lips are swollen end eyes burning with love and desire. His hair is even messier than before. He looks phenomenally gorgeous.
"Chris.." You say with low needy tone. He looks deeper into your eyes. "What is it, baby?"
Your stomach flips at his words and the low tone of his.
"can you please stay over?"
You watched as the deep smirk slowly grows on his lips.
"Hmm m.. you're driving me insane" he hummes his lips brushing against yours. You can feel his warm breath.
"Is that a yes?" You smile and raise your eyebrow.
"Enything for you baby" he cooes his fingers making soft circles on your arm.
"I'm all yours."
◇English is not my first language, so sorry if there were. some misspellings, etc..◇
Authors note: Okeyy!! This was my first ever one-shot hopefully y liked it. I just wanted to do a chill fluff, and this was a pretty basic one, so nothing crazy!! Hope y'all have a great day xx!!
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