#fmdtheo

[fmdtaesung]

status: closed with @fmdtheo location: busan festival

          the hand he’s holding is warm and even with the high temperature taesung doesn’t even consider dropping it. it’s not often that they get to do this, walk hand in hand at an open place, without the risk of anyone catching them and a scandal breaking that will end both their careers, so taesung is more than happy to keep the grip tight even if it might become uncomfortable eventually. he’s dragging theo even further away from the crowd, barely anyone left in this side of this beach since the concert is happening the other way. his boyfriend has already performed with his group, should probably be on his way back to seoul by now, but tae had promised – after quite a bit of convincing – theo’s manager that he’d drive the boy back as soon as possible. and so they are allowed to have an hour or so together, without having to think about how busy the two of them are going to be once more. he only stops once he deems himself satisfied with the distance and the privacy the two of them will have, only to spin theo around so the boy is facing the ocean and to step behind him, wrapping his arms around the younger boy’s waist and resting his chin on his shoulder. “ it looks lovely doesn’t it, ” he turns his head to press lips against theo’s cheek. “ almost as lovely as you is what i’d say if i was a sleazy bastard, which i’m not might i add, at least not anymore, but you do look even prettier under the moonlight, baby boy. ”

[jihoonfmd-archived]

closed starter ➝ @fmdtheo

after the concert at ngk hall wrapped up, the rest of the boys in charm had decided to go out and celebrate by getting something to eat at one of the many sushi restaurants that were in nagoya. jihoon on the other had had decided to stay back and headed for the hotel right afterwards, mumbling half excuses when they asked him why he wouldn’t be joining them. they knew it was odd for him to ever turn down an offer of food, him usually being the first one in the car whenever they mentioned going out to eat, but that night he just really wasn’t in the mood. he hadn’t been in the mood for much lately. he had put all of his energy into trying to be happy and upbeat for the concert, but as soon as that was over, he felt as drained as ever. he went into the suite he shared with his group members, making quick worth of changing into his pajamas, before grabbing a blanket and sprawling out on the couch, the only light coming from the bright skyline outside the window. he’d been laying like that for only a few minutes when the door opened, and he glanced over. “what are you doing back so soon? i thought you were getting food with the others?”

[fmdtrevor-archive]

@fmdtheo

Trevor rarely made it his business to impose in on other people, but Theo was in desperate need of it. He had a stick wedged so far up his ass that Trevor was sure Clark Kent couldn’t even remove, but he was definitely going to try. Most of the time when he wanted to get people to relax and unwind, he took them to a bar and had a few drinks with them. Unfortunately with the scrutiny that Charm was put under lately, that option was off the table. He ran through different ideas in his mind until he finally settled on one that was both fun and harmless - paint balling. While it wasn’t completely harmless (those paintballs hurt like a bitch and left bruises behind) it was fun enough to get the younger male to loosen up and innocent enough for netizens and BC to lay off of him. 

“I hope you’re ready to get your ass kicked. You’re looking at the paintball champion over here.” That was a vast overstatement, but Trevor figured that if you put that positive energy out into the universe, it was bound to come true, right? He shifted the knob to put on the right turn signal, waiting at the red light for their opportunity to move on. “Is everything alright at the dorm? I know your manager isn’t living there anymore. Must be nice to finally be left alone, right?” He asked, glancing over at the other idol in the passenger’s seat.

[fmdxsamsoo]

@fmdtheo

Samsoo had arrived on this camping trip thinking that he would spend the majority of his time with Jaewon or one of his group members. They wouldn’t have really given the people there tasks to do right? It was supposed to be fun and unscripted, to give it more of an authentic and real feel, right? Wrong. As soon as they all arrived and they were read the right act and proper behavior for the trip, for the fifth time, Samsoo was pulled to the side and told that he would have to go get firewood and light the campfire. He wasn’t really sure how he was supposed to do that, seeing as how he’d never handled fire of that magnitude before, but it wasn’t like he could really tell them no. At least he didn’t have to do it alone. He had been paired up with Theo, an idol under BC. He knew of him and CHARM, had listened to their music before and had seen them perform, but he wasn’t really close with him, or knew him at all for that matter. That was the point of the whole trip though, to get to know people you were unfamiliar with. And to put more money in their labels’ pockets, but that’s besides the point. “Is this good for firewood?” He asked, holding up a stick. “I’m not really sure what kind of sticks we’re supposed to be looking for..”

[fmdtaesung]

It was the first time in weeks Taesung had been given the evening off – or rather, the man had asked for one, upon discovering that his boyfriend had a free schedule. A month into their relationship and the two men rarely ever got the opportunity of being alone for more than an hour or so, and as much as Tae had gone into this knowing they would be unable to share many moments together at first, he still craved for the possibility of having the younger man in his arms at times. Like now, leaning back on the couch at his apartment with Theo perched on his lap. They’d retreated to this spot as soon as they were done eating dinner and Taesung hadn’t hesitated upon pulling the singer to his sit on his thighs, Tae’s arms wrapped around his waist, so they could be pressed together. Making out had been inevitable – for that, Theo was thirsty, always seeking Taesung’s lips with his own and the older man was more than glad to indulge him. Mouths moving together, Tae bit down on Theo’s lower lip at the same time as his hands darted lower. No discomfort had been expressed by the other’s since the first time Tae’d done this, but the memory brought a topic back to his head that Taesung hoped to clear up between the two of them. “ Baby, ” he whispered, drawing back. He couldn’t stop himself from bumping his nose against Theo’s, hoping to pull a smile from his boyfriend. “ You know I’m never gonna pressure you into having sex right? Especially since you’re not interested in it. ”

@fmdtheo

[fmdtaesung]

LOCATION: Taesung’s apartment, Gangnam, Seoul TIME AND DATE: April 9th, 5:30pm 

( A phone call. Shaking hands. Anxiety threatening to force Taesung’s throat closed.

Don’t pick up. Pick up. Don’t pick up. Pick up. Don’t pick up.

Picked up.

“Hi, are you busy tonight? Can we meet up?” )

     Taesung had been pulling at the loose thread of his sweater from the moment he got home. He was expecting Theo to arrive at any moment, for a conversation that he knew was going to be at the very least difficult. For once, however, Taesung wasn’t willing to run away from it. He knew that for them to have any sort of future, honesty would be the key, even if it hurt. Truly, he wouldn’t blame the younger man if he didn’t want anything to do with Taesung after what he’d done. Sure, they weren’t together, but Theo could easily assume that Tae was leading him on, for not once since they started seeing each other had the rapper spoken about seeing other people as well. Not to mention it wasn’t just seeing someone else, it was having sex with his ex-boyfriend as well as Theo’s group’s maknae. As much as Taesung was hoping for the best outcome possible in this conversation, he knew he didn’t even deserve it.

     Just when he assumed anxiety would get the best of him, the doorbell was ringing. No one else would be showing up at this time, Taesung knew, and Maru’s excitement that had the dog running towards the front door wiggling her tiny tail was enough evidence that it was, indeed, Theo standing on the other side. With a heavy sigh, the man stood up, taking slow steps towards the door as to postpone the inevitable. He opened the door with a tired smile. “ Hey, thank you for coming. ”

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[fmddonghae-blog]

closed starter ➝ @fmdtheo

donghae wouldn’t consider him and theo to be particularly close, but they were working on it. he knew that theo would be around a lot considering the fact that he and taesung were now an item, so he wanted to try his best to get to know the younger male. donghae wasn’t someone who radiated kindness and warmth, so he did struggle quite a bit with making new friends or coming across as approachable. it was difficult for him to even say more than a few words to theo at first, but he warmed up to him pretty well after a while. he figured that the best way for them to learn more about one another and to grow closer would be to spend more time together. the opportunity to do so arose quicker than he thought it would. 

when taesung’s birthday rolled around, donghae thought it would have been the best opportunity for him to spend time with theo, so he reached out to him and asked if he wanted to come shopping with him for tae’s birthday present. that was how they ended up in a shop, browsing through clothes and accessories with random people snapping pictures of them every few moments. “i’m sorry,” he apologized a few moments into their browsing. “i tend to forget that stuff like this happens when i try to go shopping.” he was referring to the lack of privacy. “i should have warned you. we can go somewhere else if you want?”

[fmdtaesung]

[text → 💝 mon cœur] congrats on being one year closer to retirement!! [text → 💝 mon cœur] i'm just kidding, happy birthday baby 💕 [text → 💝 mon cœur] i can't wait to see you later so we can celebrate properly [text → 💝 mon cœur] i love you!!

[text → mozão 💕 ] i can’t believe you of all people would hit me where it hurts like this[text → mozão 💕 ] but it’s okay i still love you[text → mozão 💕 ] i can’t wait to see you my love 💕