❝ I profoundly believe that humans are the most absurd creatures . ❞
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❝ I profoundly believe that humans are the most absurd creatures . ❞
@fnalgirl / ♥
❛ can’t we all just get along ? ❜
❝ seriously sam, what’s wrong with you ? ❞ acerbic words on a bitter tongue , fragile nerves don’t handle anger with grace . it spills like black acid , dark & damning everyone in sight . arms cross over chest . ❝ I used to call that bitch my best friend & she stole my boyfriend. ❞ it was not anger over the treacherous act over ‘ GIRL CODE ’ that brought her to spit fire on the innocents lonesome soul was abandoned yet again & all she was left with was the bitter taste of defeat ; FAILURE .
❝ so no, not everything can be fucking sunshine & daisies anymore. don’t come near me with that BULLSHIT next time . ❞
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❛ ..i-i didn’t mean to hurt her, ❜ the words seem to fall from loose lips, slurred by a slow tongue, spurred on by instability and exhausted desperation. being alone with sam gives him a second to reflect, as well as the opportunity to speak without fearing mike’s judgment or another slap. he doesn’t know when he’ll get another chance like this, and the mere thought is enough to distract joshua from the oppressive darkness of the mines. ❛ jess, ❜ he elaborates. ❛ i swear, whatever happened.. ❜ it wasn’t me.
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✿ : happiness headcanon
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For the most part, Chris doesn’t think he feels the typical picture of happiness, if ever, or rarely – there’s no particular “!!!” moment that he can recall at any one time, there’s no particular thing that he thinks will make him happy for the rest of his life, there’s no particular point in time that he can point and say “I was happy”.
Until he thinks about it some more, and realises he’s wrong. Because there are moments, and more-than-moments, and even distractions are more than just that – learning code, trialling apps, fixing what needs fixing. And his friends – and, at some point, significant other/s – are also a source of happiness: people he feels comfortable around, can joke around, feel true around, and it’s these key things ( alongside generally just. not hating each other out-right. ) that provide whatever happiness he finds.
It’s important that the people he’s happy with are people he loves, whether they’re family ( that he can stand ), friends, or significant others. An obvious requirement, probably. And it can go either way: loved ones make him happy, he’s happy around loved ones.
If not happy, then he is most often content, or uncomfortable. Living in the moment and focusing on the good and present and future, or having too much time to think to himself, particularly about the past and how it might be affecting current and future actions, behaviours, and thoughts.
Other people’s happiness is also important – again, his family, friends, and significant other/s. If he makes someone feel happy, he is happy, and useful – proving to himself that he is capable of doing something, and that his protective streak can prove fruitful and unwasted ( coming to their defence, etc. ).