#for cory monteith

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[itsmerbganzon-blog]

"And I cant fight this feeling any longer."

The shower splashed so strong against your skin. Your voice was all over the place. Footsteps started to grow louder and louder, someone's--someone drawn. And that was the start of it.

I have never thought this day would come. You told me being indecisive, unpredictable and weird could possibly be understood by that certain someone, who wanted to, who will love to--who loves you. You told me hugs are endless, and we should give everyone as much as we can. You told me smiling doesn't need one's teeth to be shown. You told me grilled cheeses can be a source of faith--anything can be a source of faith. You told me being the hottest guy in town doesn't necessarily mean you shouldn't consider spending times with the 'losers'. You told me dancing for tall people is really awkward, but who cares?

"You took me to places, that alone I'll never find."

In a different dimension. Where I am not weird, or at least I'm not called so. That I should have more time thinking of myself than what others think of what I am. You raised my confidence. Your voice filled my first playlist, sending me to sleep every night, for years. Your awkwardness told me I'm not so bad--no one is, actually. I took you in my darkest hour. You stood by me. You were mine, faithfully. You kept holding on. You did more than you think of what you actually did. 

And you know the best part? It wasn't only to me. You did it to all of us. Yes, you were addicted to drugs but I don't care anymore. You did better things than that. You proved yourself to everybody.

I can still remember the times when I so wanted to kill Jessie St. James. And recently, Brody. I can still remember your first prom. I can still remember your first kiss with Rachel. I can still remember your first slushie experience. Your first regionals. Your first nationals. I even thought you'd be the next Mr. Schue.

I will always look up to you. Because you said to Rachel once that, if ever she'll be lonely, she should think that you will always be there, up there watching her, but, I know, you said to the world. And even if I didn't knew you that well besides you being Finn, I know, somewhere deep inside you, that you're really Finn Hudson. And I'm so proud of you. Glee will never ever ever ever ever be the same without you.

"You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night"

Yes, Mr. Monteith, I will love you forever. You will never be forgotten.

[skaterele]

does someone know where's Lea?