I usaly have no problems with changes. But when I am happy about something, and things then changes, I really don't like it. Even it the change isn't BAD, and the new thing are okey, I still dislike it cause I miss how it was before the change.
To be honest I don't even recognize tumblr anymore.. Or.. yes I do.. But the things that have changed most, for ME, are the messages I get.
Don't take this wrong, I do appreciate getting all the questions I get now, I do like helping people. But on one hand I kind of feel weird about it all.. Cause I mean, why should people have this much trust in me? All I have are life experience and a couple of years of healt studdies. I'm no doctor. And I'm not sure if it's just low confidence, but I'm just so scared to give wrong advice.. Altho I do try my best to "keep it safe".
Also, it's supposed to be a fanblog. And now it's just drowning in health advice. :O :S It's not what I want. I've thought about just making a separat blog for those things, but also I can't do that, cause it would just feel weird and wrong and I would feel like I'm giving people wrong impression and false hopes and safety.
But I kind of do want it to not take over my Ylvis blog! But I also don't want it to stop, cause I both really do like helping, if I can. Oh, if any of you that do send me questions about health things by any chanse read this, maybe you could send the questions here? :)
But I also don't want them to stop.. cause those qestions are the biggest part of any qestions I get lately... I used to have all this weird, random, crazy, creepy, perverted and stange anons, and reciving all this stories and stuff... But well that have kind of just died. And that's the thing I really do miss. And I don't know what happend. If I changed, or that I was just to weird and crazy that people got sick of me, or that those people that did send those things left tumblr or what...
The reason why I really loved tumblr in the beginning was that really two reasons. One, the fangirling and bonding over the boys I've liked for so many years. But the other thing I absolutly loved was the fun of the crazyness that was going on. Both the fun parts whit crazy conversations and the gif wars and just silly things, and the crazy anons, all kind of them! They were kind of the fun I had in my just all boring life. And now there are almost non of them left.... And I just have to say I miss the hell out of it.
Now tumblr isn't fun like it used to. To be honest, now tumblr feels more like a job! Somewhere I have to go and be "prefessional" and somewhere I go for others, not for myself anymore. And I'm really bored by it all.... That's also why I'm less and less active. I'm always online, and check my phone for messages all the time, so it's not like I'm not there. I'm just not interessted in things cause it's just boring......