Sacrificial Bull
Sacrificial Bull: For an inner monologue my muse has about yours.
I don’t what he wants from me. Just to win? Because, like, does he not think that I want that too? Of course I want to win, more than anything. I gave up my whole life to do this, so that I could win. It’s the only chance I have for my mother. But someone has to tell him that even if I win, it won’t change anything for him. Someone has to tell him that me getting my wish, won’t fix his.
…I wish I could. I wish I could give him what he wants, or make his wish have worked, or…something. I wish my winning really would change something for him, too.








