Once you with them uh, sometimes you lose your senses of who I matter to you. You like to live in the moment rite? Why not living the moment with me? When I am with you, you laugh fucking loud when they texted. Wow. Dont you think it affect me at all? I didnt say cz we talk, we fought, we discuss about this. Its just hurtful and tiring to kept talking about the same thing and expect something. You know what? Its not you that Im mad, its me, Im mad at myself for not being able to reject you. To prove to you that you have hurt me and this is the consequences. Not only that, you also never realise that it hurts me like that. If everything I have to ask, then whats the point of the word update. JUST TELLING THE OTHER PERSON YOUR FCKING NEW PLAN & YOUR WHEREBEING. Im not YOU and you are not ME. Different view,different perspective.