Literally someone belittled me about a Sauron comparison to Trump joke...clearly exaggerated, yet went to the point to question my faith in Christ. "Do you think you only need to be Christian in Church?" *sigh* I could post the convo and even with context and non bias you would feel for me. I'm not 6 years old. I made a simple joke and was called narrow minded and had my faith put on microsoft by a fellow brother. This is a mentor of 2 of my friends! He never met me. On top of that a girl that wanted to 'hang out' with me (probably more than that,) blocked me on snap chat after a month. Like okay it's probably for the better but why send me weird photos to entice and when I treat you like an equal woman you ignore me? I am not looking to degrade you. Look elsewhere. You're a soul. My attractiveness must have decreased because I sent a snap, maybe two a day! On top of that a shitty date with a girl who degraded every hobby I enjoyed except Christ and bowling. Such a mean girl. My life is just unravelling. But sadly the one girl I want does not want the same. Again why do I try. Love seeking is important to me and whilst seeking God, I admit trying to find human connection is VERY important to me....I guess screw that tho, why should that work out