Dear taylorswift,
I've always wanted to tell you how much you mean to me. Your smile is so beautiful. When you smile I begin to smile too what feels so good. I just have to look at your pictures, then I’m already feeling better. Doesn’t matter if I'm in a good mood or if I have a bad day. I just need to listen to your music. It helps me in so many situations, currently very much. Apparently, I need your music to relax. Then I fall on my bed, close my eyes and listen spellbound. All I see is you. Every time I imagine standing in front of you, you smiling at me and me hugging you. I immediately feel the heat flowing through my body and I get goosebumps and at the same time realise how tears roll down my cheeks. My biggest dream is to meet you and tell you what a wonderful person you are and how thankful I am for what you have done for me.
Because I'm a Swiftie for a very very long time. It all started with your music video Love Story, which I saw on VIVA. I can remember it exactly. When I saw you for the first time, I thought you were so impressive and your charisma fascinated me so much that I heard this song over and over again. Over the time my parents got to know and like you because I talked about you a lot. Even my little sister liked and still likes your music very much. Every time Love Story was shown on VIVA, I immediately put the TV louder and sang along. Also the cousin of my friend told me a lot about you. She even borrowed me her CD, which I listened to, when I came home from school.
Now there are so many memories I’ve experienced because of Love Story. There’s one day I can remember so well as it was only yesterday. Our school had its 80th birthday and we had to prepare a lot in class. And we started to sing your songs to not get bored and we had lots of fun. And four years ago when I got my room renovated I listened to "Back to December" and "Today was a fairytale" on loop while I was decorating my room. I listened to Back to December for the first time back then and some tears ran down my cheeks because the song touched me so much.
I miss those days in December a lot because December for me personally is always the best time of the year and that year I laughed, played and baked a lot with my grandma. But unfortunately she’s not with us anymore. Maybe she’s just looking down on me now and is smiling at me while I’m writing this letter. She now knows how much music really means to me. Since my grandma doesn't live anymore, music got even more important to me.
The best feeling is when a song exactly expresses your feelings and you just don’t feel like you’re alone anymore because the music just really gets to you and makes you stronger. Your songs fulfill all this. At the moment I only listen to The Moment I Knew. I love this song so much. I don't know why. Your voice gives me goosebumps every single time and I always tear up listening to your voice. You can see how much your lyrics get to me and how much it means to me.
What I want to tell you is that last christmas I have fullfilled my sister's dream. And also mine. We’re seeing you at your concerts on June 20 in Cologne, oh my god. I’m so happy and proud that there were still tickets left. My sister was so happy and surprised and she was full of joy and hugged me and I had to cry because it was a wonderful feeling to see my sister like that. But these are things you just do for your almost 15 year old sister. In fact Fifteen is also one of her favorite songs. There are only 123 day left until I’m finally gonna see you. I'm so excited for the tour and that I’m gonna be able to get to know new people.
Thank you so much for existing. Thank you for making music. Thank you for all these wonderful moments I’ve experienced because of you. I hope that there will be even more of them. I love you so much, Taylor. Thank you for everything. See you in June.
Yours sincerely, Lexi. ♥
