#foreverwithoutyou

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I started this book last night and it's making me so happy. I haven't felt this way reading a book in a long time, pls don't let me down

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March 08, 2024

(Main blog personal post? Wow you don't see many of those anymore)

There was definitely something I was going to say, but I have to search for it real quick.

I am finally getting a hang of how I think. Sometimes I think I understand it, but then it changes or maybe I realize I didn't fully get it. This could be another one of those times, but right now I have it, and I'll try to hold onto it.

It's like I have a hundred different thoughts going on at one time. And if I focus hard enough on one of them, I can pluck it out of the air before it continues rushing by.

So I'm kind of just trying to pluck every one of them out of the air before I forget about them, and I'm getting better at it.

And also, I was thinking the other day about how other things and how other people feel are rarely about me, like in relation to how they feel and the things that upset them. But maybe I wasn't just referring to that.

How to be more involved in aspects of life without tearing everything apart yet again?

A thought for another day because I only think about good things now, obviously.

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I have news! I did a tolerance analysis today and it was correct!!!! look at me learning new things

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I almost lost this entire blog lol

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March 20, 2026

Goal for this year: read some books outside my normal genres bc why not

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I need to learn something new!!!

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I am on a Pokopia hiatus I make no promises to come back

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February 23, 2025

I am starting to be perceived again and it is NOT going well