#forgive this

[nmoroder]

last post for tonight (haha)

it’s actually a redraw of the same situation with will graham and it had a google search query caption like “how to drive a vehicle and resist the urge to drive the fuck off the road” and it reminded me of the fic i just read... this one. so basically it’s an illustration for this fic but also the context from that screencap... interesting where fate takes you sometimes

[tiffanymaxwels]

[elvnrain]

ok bear w me bc i need somewhere to put this:

it is...very hard not to feel as though some fundamental part of me is missing, somehow. yeah it's irrational but the guy i liked has a girlfriend, which happens every time - that or i'll finally pluck up the courage to ask someone out & they say no thanks or sorry, only interested in hooking up. my entire circle of friends here is in a relationship w someone; everyone i've met so far is dating; i see couples at the gym, couples on the street, couples in the library, couples on dates in the coffee shops where i study. i have been in one relationship. one. and it was a mess. i got nothing out of it except an understanding of what i didn't want in a relationship. and ok yeah on some level i think dating is dumb, bc why date someone you aren't going to spend the rest of your life with when you can save yourself the heartbreak & just wait for someone who's right for you, but also it is very hard to actually heed my own advice. it's one thing to understand that, and quite another to actually live it & not feel like i'm somehow missing out on the fundamental experience of college/university life. is it me? am i missing something? i mean yeah i go full ghost mode when i'm stressed about school but haha surely that's not what's keeping me from this? ohhh wait it 100% is. but at the same time...school is my priority. i'm trying not to fail my classes, and right now that is taking every last scrap of effort i have. but it figures that the one gamble i make ends up with me losing. seems it always works that way.

[zu-zup]

*To the tune of Jon Bellion's "Guillotine"*

S k i n n y J e a n s

[missmarissss]

Hggjkufhjjf I feel very self conscious about sharing this and it feels so vulnerable and weird to share but fuck uuuut I gotta just bable somewhere but I really really really want to have a baby. I'm realizing so much how good of a mom I will be and I feel so READY in a way that is kinda frightening. I also feel very NOT ready because I am not financially stable or at that point in my romantic relationship. I LOVE my boyfriend and **sometimes** let myself fantasize about a future I want, but I have also learned that I need to take things SLOWLY and not force relationships to fit an idealized future.

I just also really want to be a mom and am just melting with how badly I want to be pregnant

[bapbops]

My talent is I can spell Jaegerjaques without having to look it up

[suburban-disco]

what the body knows first: 

an unfolding of itself:

three sticks of mint chew-

a hickey from two ex-boyfriends ago ribbons the shy of neck:

a bra that isn’t worn enough,

but is sexy when the night says so.

when my body speak

it is a dream backwards: