I have such negative thoughts about myself and my appearance and how I come off as a person and I need to change that because I just make myself upset when I think of these things. Like I know I'm not the skinniest or prettiest girl and that's literally the main reason so shy talking to people because I guess I'm not as comfortable in my own skin as I wish was. So instead of sitting around and feeling glum about it I'm gonna CHANGE *woo* like gonna start eating healthier and taking walks and stuff 3 times around my road and yeahh going swimming more regularly and just having a more positive attitude and I'm gonna work so much harder at college and not kid myself about this stuff because I feel like I do that a lot. Just need to make small changes in my life to be happier with the person that I am!!!