#fourzer0panda

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

most recent drabble! some soft cuddly boys, first in a series of soft works that I’m publishing to distract myself from recent events

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Some more doodles i did!!!

[dont-doubt-dopple]

After the Rage

Enjoy a daily dose of fourzer0panda! I feel like everyone needs this. Day 5/7 for Valentines Prompts, theme being cuddling. Kinda short, but I was trying out a style. Let me know what you guys think! :)

Two computers left abandon in separate rooms, the Golf It Loading Screen long forgotten in sleep mode. A keyboard with a few keys lay on the floor of one recording studio. The other held a mouse with a smashed sensor, unplugged and thrown haphazardly across the room. Chairs in each room were swiveled to face towards open doors. 

Practically every cabinet of the kitchen was open. Dirty bowls and spoons lay scattered across the countertops, and chips crumbs littered the floor. Two tubs of ice cream, one mint chocolate and the other rainbow sherbet, are left abandon by the freezer to be put away later.

The TV played, some program serving more as background noise than anything else. The ottoman from the middle of the room was pushed to the side.The curtains were drawn and lights were off, no light reaching the room. The couch cushions were stripped from their respective couches plus various pillows and blankets from other rooms around the house.

Anthony and Scotty lay in the middle, pillows underneath and blankets on top. Scotty was on the left, his eyes closed and face filled with contempt. His arms wrapped around Anthony’s shoulders, his head burying itself into the crook of Anthony’s neck. Anthony himself felt his body pushing more into Scotty’s lanky form, the support on his back quite comforting. His hands curled around a Panda plushy, something his boyfriend had given him. Steady breathing echoed from both guys, inhales in-sync with exhales

This is what happens. When the anger builds up. When one of the them explodes because of the dicks they call friends. When it gets to the point that they just don’t care that they are loosing. If Scotty’s anxiety acts up, the pressure to keep the fake smile up too much. If Anthony’s neediness kicks into overdrive, the need to be in contact with another body with the same heartbeat becoming overwhelming. They come here, to this spot and this setup. They simply cuddle.

Often times Anthony is the one cuddling Scotty, his big body containing all the best spots for his boyfriend to find. Other days it’s like this with Scotty on the outside, a Mario Kart recording or any kind of rage game Anthony can’t just laugh away will do that to him. It doesn’t always look like this, either. Sometimes it’s a simple head on the shoulder or the stomach. Hugs from behind are quite common as well, quick ways to show adoration for the other.

Their friends often tease they can’t let go of each other. But they are right. The smiles on each of their faces revealed they weren't letting go anytime soon.

[dont-doubt-dopple]

fourzer0panda and/or Marcel!

Both, both is good. Sorry this took so long Bels. Had to wait until after work to get it done.

001 - Fourzer0panda

When I started shipping it: I, honestly don’t know. I’m a multi shipper at heart because I don’t really attach an OTP to anything so easily. (I only have like ... 2 or 3 OTPs and all of them are canon.) But the real point I think I saw them as a couple I wanted to ship more was around Valentines Day. Remember the event for the BBS Shipping server? Yeah, they were like the first couple I put down.

What makes me happy about them: They’re both such dorky and giggly people. Panda cracks the jokes and Scotty’s laugh filling the call. Scotty’s shameless antics that spills into a discussion about Anthony’s fake laugh. They have such good chemistry and I love when they interact.

What makes me sad about them: Nothing really. I don’t like looking at the negatives of things, like relationships. Sure I’ll explore those ideas in angst fics, but I don’t like to dwell on that kind of stuff.

Things done in fanfic that annoy me: They’re usually background characters/ship in a fic, if they’re even there at all. Usually people don’t associate BBS with Scotty or Anthony. So I’d love to see them more in fics in general. Plus no shy boys who don’t know how to talk to their crush trope. I can understand that for some ships, but not them. They’re the type that goes head first into their crush and would accidentally smack face first into a pole trying to show off.

Things I look for in fanfic: More fanfics. Honestly, they’re not a whole of of fourzer0panda out there. It’s one of the rarer rare pairs. Mainly because almost everyone ships basicallyido407 (which I do too but still).

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Marcel. For both of them. Make it poly if you have too. I could also see either of them ending up with Mini. And a low key poly ship of mine is what I dub “The CAH bois”. (Panda, Mini, Smii7y and Kryoz. They have a lot of CAH sessions together.) Oh, and Scotty with Chrissy obviously.

My happily ever after for them: IRL - Panda finds a girlfriend and Scotty and Chrissy get married if they’re not already and have a family together. Fictionally - Both of them are being stupid or something and they kiss and things just ... snowball from there. That or Tyler and Marcel are they’re wingman at a bar and it’s not even late and they’re already making out in a bathroom.

Who is the big spoon/little spoon: Panda is totally the big spoon. Scotty tried to do it once and it just didn’t feel right with his twig of a body. They can get really get close to each other when Scotty is on the inside.

What is their favorite non-sexual activity: Going to discount thrift stores/party places in their free time and seeing who can be the most ridiculous when crashing a stream/recording session. That or being dorks in public. First one to get embarrassed has to buy the other one dinner.

002 - Marcel

How I feel about this character: I love Marcel!! Guy’s hilarious and adds so much to whatever group he’s playing with. He goes with the flow so easily whether he’s carrying or being carried. And he’s able to shake things off even if a game like Mario Kart or Golf It makes him rage too much to function. Just that aspect that the other guys don’t have that he brings to the table is amazing and makes me want to never miss a video.

All the people I ship romantically with this character: Probably everyone. Again, multi shipper who doesn’t really get attached to ships so I ship a lot of things. Long as it’s not any of the bad things I’m fine with it.

My non-romantic OTP with this character: Smitty, probably. A lot of the dynamics with Smitty remind me of a more familial type of love, so a lot of times when I ship him it’s more on that side of the romantic spectrum. With Marcel, I see it as like a brother love that I just feel like don’t interact as much. I loved the Overwatch videos the two did with Doomfist and would love more content like that with someone like the new hero Ashe or any other game mode in general.

My unpopular opinion of this character: I kinda see Marcel as a leader more than Vanoss or Tyler. Don’t get me wrong, I love the direction people are taking with fics where Evan is more of a shyer background character and not front and center like in real life. But if it comes down to picking a leader, I feel like Marcel fits that mantle more than Tyler does. I just get that vibe from the Death Run videos I guess. Not 100% sure why I feel that way, but I do.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I ... don’t know. I’ve never really been one to speculate or write continuations of canon. Plus it’s different because we’re talking about a real person here. It feels even weirder doing that. So I’ll have to pass on this one.

My OTP: Simone! Honestly, I ship all the guys with their IRL girlfriends. They’re just so cute together. But if I had to decide one of the other guys, it probably be Scotty or Panda. Maybe Scotty AND Panda if I’m in a poly mood. ;)

My cross over ship: Not doing this. Again, it’s a real person I’m talking about here. What would actually count as like a crossover ship when discussing IRL people? Like ... another YouTuber or a fictional character or what?

A Headcanon Fact: In a relationship, I like to Headcanon that while Marcel usually likes to feel and act dominant, he likes being the little spoon and feeling the embrace of someone else. It helps him when he gets the occasional panic attack due to stress.

Send me A Ship. Or a character. Or five.

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For the title challenge what about Blood Money?

There’s a game on the dark web steming from a particular website called Blood Money. It’s a simple enough premise: collect the blood; get the money. Of course, it has to be documented via photo or video in order to count to avoid cheaters. It starts easy enough. A drop from you, a water bottle cap full from a family member, a vial from your best friend. But the challenges build and build until they get to ridiculous proportions. A cup from 5 different strangers, a pint stolen from a hospital, a liter from a fellow competitor. But the money build up as the stakes do. It’s a game only for desperate souls, as once the start button is pressed there’s no going back.

Scotty has become one of those desperate souls. With the amount of money in debt he’s going to build up to give Anthony the surgeries he needs to live, there’s no other options to obtain it legally. He can’t think of any other way. The guy who nearly died on the news recieved a $400,000 cash payout for the risks he took. And Scotty was willing to do whatever it takes to save the one he loves.

Are you ready to bleed for it all?

Send Me a Title and I’ll make a Headcanon for it.