Salams, what happens if a Tijani was feeling spiritually demoralized then he was to watch the "haram" videos? Is his allegiance to the Path still sound or needs a renewal? Thanks.
Wa ᶜalaykum as-salām wa raḥmatu’llāh!
“And He is the one who accepts the repentance of His servants.” (Qur’ān, 42:25)
Anas b. Mālik al-Anṣārī, may Allāh ﷻ be played with him, the servant of the Messenger of Allāh ﷺ narrated: Messenger of Allāh ﷺ said,“Indeed, Allāh ﷻ is more pleased with the repentance of His slave than a person who has his camel in a waterless desert carrying his provision of food and drink and it is lost. He, having lost all hopes (to get that back), lies down in shade and is disappointed about his camel; when all of a sudden he finds that camel standing before him. He takes hold of its reins and then out of boundless joy blurts out: ‘O Allāh, You are my slave and I am Your lord’. He commits this mistake out of extreme joy.”
My humble suggestion is to turn to Allāh ﷻ without hesitation (tawba) and refresh your commitment to the Path by using the wird al-lāzim and the waẓīfa to be your go-to activities when you feel spiritually demoralized. Consistency has always been my struggle yet a saving grace for me. May He ﷻ give us all consistency in coming back to Him.
Thank you kindly for your question, and may Allāh ﷻ accept our best intentions and our returning to Him. He knows best, always and all ways.
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