A Novella ft. @fragrnents
There were a lot of words that could have been said to describe her feelings in this moment, but as she had found her balance along the ledge of the rooftop she simply tilted her head up towards the heavens and chose to utter the one word. “Interesting,” she noted her blinking eyes looking to the heavens as they had never done before.
This had been her very first time drinking, and truly it was mystical, well in a sense. The relatively small girl had always had a big mind. It was something Eunwol never really thought much of, but in this moment it was something that was so pressing to her. She wondered “what if”s that she only had felt in the depths of her subconscious. Is this why people drink? To release deep thought?
She wondered if these were things she would remember in the morning. She decided to type some of her thoughts out. Looking back, they would seem to be meaningless tangents misspelled in her her phones notes, but nonetheless, she had even put some effort into remembering. She wanted to know more in this moment. Eunwol wanted to know would it be important to her tomorrow.
It was starting to get cold. The drunk girl had probably been in the night for too long, as she began to actually notice the weather. She wondered if she should head back to the party she had been at that was a floor down. She could faintly hear the music and playing was a song she liked, but she was so uninterested. Instead, Eunwol would have rather looked at the moon, and pondered on thoughts she didn’t think she’d fully grasp but wanted to try.
In one moment, she noticed the male. He was not to raise alarms in her mind as he didn’t necessarily look scary, and he didn’t appear to be doing anything creepy. She didn’t recall seeing him at the party. He looked a little older than that crowd, so she assumed he must have lived in the building. A drunk Eunwol offered him a smile, and soon she was laughing as she looked up to the moon again her arms rubbing over each other.
“Aigoo,” she began with a swear that was rather unlike her. “Am I looking at your moon?” she inquired to him looking back to him from the moon. “I know I should be at home looking to my moon, but here I am in a spot that seems to belong to someone else looking to a sky, not mine,” Eunwol confessed soon sullenly pouting to the sky.
“I kind of wonder what I’m doing here, though,” she started to ramble again. “This is not me,” she proclaimed pointing her finger at herself as she shook her head slightly rejecting the notion it could be. “I may still be finding me, but this isn’t it,” she expressed to him looking for him to reply. “Have you found yourself, ahjussi?” she inquired from the male looking at him carefully as if to study him for his answer.