Frambouaz
I don’t know if it’s because I came back here, or because I turned into a fangirl like old times but it reminds me of you, a lot, and I miss you. Really miss you. I’m having a breakdown tonight. I keep on crying. And I listen to our songs. I’m stuck in those memories of us. And your death anniversary is coming and it’s not helping. I wish you were here. You would know what to say to comfort me. It’s not fair. Cancer’s a bitch. There’s so much you’re missing. Our friends are having babies. Our lives have changed so much. I’ve changed. When I looked at myself in the mirror tonight, I noticed that I’m different. In 3 years, you change physically and mentally. And since you’re gone, you didn’t get the chance to know this version of me. I wish I could go back to 2012, when we were innocent and careless. I love you so much. I will always.
