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been out of state for a week, to be w my brother who is sick. came home yesterday
when i was brushing my teeth blearily to go to bed, he got into the tiny bathroom and hugged me from behind, hands under my hoodie, face hidden on my shoulder. rocked us back and forth for a while, then told me he'd missed me.
i couldnt stop smiling. made me feel very loved
when
gran was dying i was doing poetry, but rn i got nth in me
CTUALLY NOW THAT I THINK ABT IT ONE OF THE POEMS WAS ABT HOW I SPENT A WHOLE DAY MAKING RABADA, UNTIL 1AM
and i spent 7 HOURS YDAY making xiao long bao from SCRATCH, in enough quantitiws to have dinner, gift two pots to neechan, and freeze a whole bunch, as well as enough filling for another 3 dozen meatballs
LMAO
my brother is 28 years old and he has cancer
and im sitting here doing silly little social media posts for my clients while my brother has cancer
dealing w discord bein down by listening to this song on loop
https://open.spotify.com/track/7A4KjSFDx0BL75up2eK0OF
ive been thinking about work stuff, and how im not sure what i want to DO. what i want to specialize in. they say you should work with what youre GOOD, not with what you love, and idk what im good at! i guess thats a normal thing to feel/think
im creative, and good at following guidelines to the letter. im exciteable and positive (guess that can be good in workplace? lmao) and i usually GET things easier than most. im good at writing. im GOOD at writing! im doing well in this ghostwriting jobs, tho i wish i was doing better. i WILL do better.
i! idk
me, a month ago, deciding to apply to another job: it’ll be alright i totally can do it
me, right now, with two deadlies that coincidentally fell on the exact same day: hubris really is men’s greatest folly isnt it
a part of me yearns to nap and another yearns to stop napping
ive come to realize most of my problems with log horizon boil down to how fucking annoying it was to see all that exposition being given in a way that interrupted the narrative instead of being incorporated and yhe fact that i LOVED the concept but disliked the execution
