#frcmshadcws

[theabandonedones]

(💔 Fucked Up Kisses / Adelaide & Alucard) a kiss when it’s not allowed.

Fucked Up Kisses / Always Accepting ngl

His lips were cold as ice. 

Frozen, her heart beat wildly in her chest, eyes wide, fingers twitching as the little housemaid debated on shoving away from the (stranger?). Everything was confusing, familiar and comfortable while terrifyingly confusing, like a puzzle piece that didn’t quite fit, but completed the picture. 

Discomfort rolled in her stomach, too-strong hands curling into her shoulders for a moment, two … 

And then he was stepping back, unfamiliar familiar crimson narrowed in what looked like irritation (or self loathing), snarl curling those lips, as her own pressed in a thin line. 

Perhaps he spoke apologies, the fell on deaf ears, drowned out by the blood rushing in them as she attempted to encourage her vocal cords or muscles to work, receiving only a jab of pain, the beginnings of a splitting headache. What timing. 

It was all so wrong, but it felt like she had been here… Before. 

With another lost murmur and a flutter of his coat, the man retreated from whence he came, Adelaide left in the silence of the three am manor hall. 

“What the fuck…” 

Another life, this behavior would have been standard. In a few months, quite the same. Memories come and go like paper boats in the ocean’s tide - it was only a matter of time before centuries of ice cold lips and too-strong fingertips were familiar once more. 

For now, a shutter ran through the woman, mind grasping at memories she had not yet regained. 

For now, such behavior was not exactly allowed. 

[dasurteil]

@frcmshadcws​​ confesses: ♕ (headcanon prompts)

untitled headcanon prompts / accepting.

CHILDHOOD

Heinkel’s childhood was far from ordinary. They suffered a great deal of abuse at the hands of their parents, who were far from prepared for and accepting of their intersex, deformed, child. Though their mistreatment was rarely physically violent, it was exceedingly rare they showed Heinkel any affection at all, as if they were disgusted to even touch their child. Their cruel words, however, stick with Heinkel the rest of their life.

If they had to be out in public, Heinkel was to be on ‘her’ best behaviour—barely seen and not heard—and was never permitted to play with other children.

If they did anything their parents perceived as untoward, Heinkel would be locked in a closet as punishment. At first it was only hours at a time, but it grew to days, or even weeks locked in the dark alone. This treatment left them with permanent, if mild, photophobia and is why they wear tinted glasses even indoors, and also why they never sleep with their room completely dark.

Eventually, when Heinkel was about nine years old, their parents never came to unlock the closet door to give them food and water.

But they hadn’t deliberately abandoned their God-forsaken child, no. A vampire had taken over the town and their parents became ghouls, later destroyed by Alexander Anderson. It was he who found Heinkel, locked away but unharmed, and brought them to the Vatican’s care.

[mcuntainbcrn]

@frcmshadcws

“You’re being ridiculous.”

Trust the cat to play with danger by asking such prying questions, even as she said it though she could feel uncomfortable warmth begin to blossom in her face as she avoided making direct eye contact purely out of nerves.

“That’s like asking the grass a cow ingests whether or not it likes the cow - it’s purely a donor/donatee situation, and you are reading far too deeply into it.”

[cursedsunlight]

@frcmshadcws

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Lips ever so slightly press together to reveal annoyance on an otherwise blank face, and the witch rolls their eyes in return. Habitually adjusting their visor as they look at the mess of vicera and twitching flesh spread across the ground. Whatever it had been, it's soul is long gone and it's body is, well, unrecognizable.

"Never knew monsters were piles'a /ground meat/." they retort "Ya must be a different breed then. As fer what I am, think whatcha want."

A doll peeks out of their bag, a small, amused little smile spreading over it's little porcelain face. What its amused by, the witch isn't completely sure. But they're almost certain the reasoning would annoy them.

[empathystricken]

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// HE SHOULDN'T BE RESPONSIBLE FOR A GRAPEFRUIT, LET ALONE A CHILD--

EXCUSE ME SIR BUT BENJAMIN WOULD BEG TO DIFFER

[theabandonedones]

@frcmshadcws

           “Why won’t you just die already?” 

[mcuntainbcrn]

Trick or Treat! 🎃

[theabandonedones]

(Get To Know The Rper) ✮ and ☾

Get to Know the RPer || Accepting

Send me a ✮ for me to talk about my favorite fandom to rp in

Hands down the BN/H/A fandom! They can be a bit intense at times - they’re actually quite a lot in the drama department. But I’ve met some absolute angels through it, people like @oneshockyboi and @austempered have made the past while so bright. Every time I got on my dash there, I feel wanted, and it’s absolutely so lovely. 

Send me a ☾ for me to talk about a fandom that I’d like to rp in but haven’t

While the fandom’s a bit of a train wreck, Ray has talked so fondly of the Hel/lsing fandom for ages, so I’m going to have to dip my toes in over there at some point. I’m a bit wary, from what I’ve heard, but also… I love the characters a ton.