#freeisshe

[aavalanche]

changed my username for the first time (so in 6yrs???). I might be changing it a bit until I feel comfortable lol. I needed change/to express all the change happening for me.

(“Free is she” actually had deep meaning for me and stands as a core of my being/ a deep desire to be completely free from all things. A desire I’ve had all my life and only have found in Christ Jesus and am still searching for in this faith).

I also got rid of half my pics on insta and have been taking an indefinite break for the past few weeks.

This is good.

[aavalanche]

Surprised to find that deleting and restarting this new tumblr is bringing up this amount of hurt if any...Its finally hitting me that all of my deep out-pours, writings, poetry, and just moments of vulnerability that i shared on my past blog is completely gone (minus a few screenshots i saved on my phone). 

Its like I have lost myself in a way, and must be found all over. Praying this will allow Christ to teach me something new.