#frey rambles

[starlings-feather]

I haven't checked in on CRK in like a month because I don't really care about the new update and now they're trying to guilt me by saying my Wife and that fuckass twink I like to torture in my brain miss me.

[frey143]

Just watched branzys run a mile unlock one chunk video and ut makes me want yo go for a run but it's the middle of winter.... God Damnit

[ranmagender]

The idea of twink death perplexes me and like it frames aging past 30 as equivilent of dying and it shames people for having bodies that arent slender and petite. Like i cant believe so called leftists say these things unironically

[freykitten]

jackiexgigi biker au???? please do tell!

I'm so happy you asked about this one!!! And you're in for a ramble because, sadly, I don't think it's getting finished, so I can spill everything.

So the premise is that Gigi's life is her bike and the sky and wherever the next turn right takes her, but it's less about freedom and more about running away (much more than she'd like to admit).

(it was a run-down, burnt orange pick-up truck at first, but Miss Goode loves a good helmet and I love Miss Goode in biker jackets, so that had to be changed)

Jackie has her settled life in some little town, and she meets Gigi at a bar one night. She takes her home, and Gigi plans to leave like always, but she doesn't. She couldn't tell you why.

Gigi made them dinner that night. Jackie started pouring wine, but looked at Gigi questioningly. She nodded.

“How long are you staying?”

“I don’t know.”

“I left you a blanket on the couch.”

Gigi leaves eventually, but then she comes back, stays for a while, leaves again, comes back - and they fall into that pattern where Gigi knows she can always come back, but Jackie never knows what to expect (they don't talk about that bc obviously they don't). But once Gigi realises she's hurting Jackie, she decides to leave for good, since she feels like she could never stay forever.

“Did I break your heart?”

“No,” she huffs with a warm smile, but then there are tears pooling at the corners of her eyes. “Maybe you did break it a little.”

The last scene I have written is when Gigi comes back after a couple of years, and maybe something's changed for her, but she comes back to find it's too late. Jackie's married a local radio host, Jan, who's working on night programs, so they just sit in silence on Jackie's couch and listen to Jan dedicating songs to the love of her life who's listening to her at home, I promise I'll be back before you wake up (Jackie's got a bit of a thing for falling for people she'll always have to miss). And then Gigi sits on her bike and cries.

I don't see a happy end for them happening, and maybe that's why I can't make myself write it. But I really like this idea and I like what I have in the doc, it's a good one.

[quokka-hannie]

I want to be excited about the rwrb adaption so bad we've just been burned on book-to-tv adaptions so many times

I will be apprehensively excited bc it is still casey and it sounds like they have a lot of trust and faith in Matthew Lopez

[ashenartistry]

Emergency commissions

Okay, so, today my phone of like 4 years has broken. This phone not only contains my contacts to friends/family, but also it is the connection to my work. Without it I have no work, I can’t afford basic needs such as food, rent etc. In lesser words, I am screwed. I can buy a phone for £50.

So I am opening up commissions for a short time only.

I’m going to be open to icons for £5 whether you just want line-art or whether you want a coloured piece such as the one below.

I can do pieces like the one above for £5 I am just desperate to get this money together. 

I’m open to writing commissions too; £5 for 1000 words. Depending on what you want I may add like £1 or £2. It’s £5 per 1000 words, just to clarify. 

I am a little shaky as I type this and will probably rewrite it come morning when I’m not feeling so rough. But please, any help would be appreciated. 

Also, if you would possibly consider a donation it would be so incredibly appreciated; https://ko-fi.com/ashenartistry

This phone was my access to 3/4 of my life regarding work, without it I am in such a rut and I can’t ask for help from family. Please, it would be so appreciated. 

If you’re interested, please DM me or pop into my askbox.

Thank you.

[starlings-feather]

I hate r1999 bc some random guy whose just thing brought to life will speak and I'll let out a loud sigh and go "smash"

[starlings-feather]

being a helpol is so funny bc wdym a Chriatian will be like "I had this spiritual experience in my place of worship!" and I can sit there and be like.

My sprititual experience was going to see Hadestown and buying the literal back row and then some random woman coming to the back row and telling me, "My family decided they didn't want to come. I have FRONT ROW seats, would you like to take them instead?" and sitting front row seeing a musical about Greek mythology.

I will never shut up about this. I am screaming. Thank you.