#friendslie

[rockmcrock]

Trust

I have some trust issues. I kinda get paranoid that people are lying to me. This is not unfounded as in the past I've been badly hurt by friends, girlfriends and family. I wish I could trust people more, but I can't.

[rockmcrock]

Bums on fire.

I surrounded by half-truths and barefaced lies. Some of my oldest friends are so full of shit it's incredible. There, I said it. If your reading this and you feel guilty, good.

The thing is, I have a problem. When I was but a wee boy (start the sentimental Scottish music please...) my mother said to me "Don't tell lies! It's very bad!". Now as a 3 year old I took this quite seriously, becoming rather blunt in my opinions on people's appearance. But in adult life I was always of the school that you should shoot it straight, not cover yourself in subterfuge.

So that's my point, my friends lie to me all the time. AND I KNOW IT! Drives me nuts to think that they imagine for a second that I don't know. I play along, just to see how far up their own arses they want to go.

Now pay attention dear reader, because I'm playing a game.

Have I been deceptive? Do I really know which of my friends have been filling my ears with fabrications? Maybe.

The point is, if any of them read this, they won't know if I know or don't know all about the distortions of truth they've been peddling.

Put that in yer pipe, expose to a flame and inhale.