#froggy talk

[keroppipond]

life been really hard btut it got easier

im so sleepy. i dont wanna go sleeps but mmaybe i put on pretty music with water noise and that would ee ok to sleeps to

im not nervous im just happy n i dont wann sleeps cus i feel happy

but i guess ican feel happies tomorrow :)

regress helps sleep

[keroppipond]

havin a caregiver n someone to suport for years n then being all alone and having to figure out how to be little and happy with nobody to lean on is hard

i want friend who i can lean on but they think its yucky a lot and it makes me feel guilty for asking.

i have a friend wh o undrstand but it is having a hard time so i dont wann make it feel bad i just am scared. i will be ok i gotta be strong and say ill be ok

i wish i had my comfort blankie. i dont got it anymore cus i gave it to ex and im never gonna get it back

[keroppipond]

dont feel good and feel really lonely. wish had someone to talk to easy but i dot wanna gross someone out cus being small is weird to lots of people. its so scary. i dont wanna be small. i wanna be big and i wanna be normal.

im trying to be strong and be big all te time because being small is means being vulnerble and is scary and i dont wnna be alone i want to have someoe i want someone

[keroppipond]

[from september 11th 2024]

my best friend isnt around today, n its a little lonely. im tryin to find something to do alone but none of it feels as good

listening to my favorite music n stimming. and i tried doing some art but it didnt feel right. its hard cus seasonal depression nd it gets late earlier

today was good but itwas a therap day which is alway tiring and i wish i had more friends who regressed or got it...

for now i reblgo things and save drafts for othe r alters. mean person said before we didnt have DID but thy dont know us.

[keroppipond]

i want to do coloring, i dont wanna draw its too hard. but id have to get coloring book. dont have any anymore

[keroppipond]

deleted a text post i was trying to make on accident and dont have energy to make it again.

im just sad and lonely . my friend is away todsay

[keroppipond]

my therapist said that age rgeression is okay and good, and she has lots of clients who use it and shes glad i do... i was embarrassed bringing it up so im glad it wasnt something she judged

[keroppipond]

i wanna have a bath... with epsom salt and bublbles. maybe tomrorow?? im too slepy to run one