maybe its an association thing? like since u had to make this blog to avoid the negativity on the old one its a reminder of it? i imagine it'd take a while to get over that level of harassment it sounds scary. maybe you just need time to settle in? have things stop feeling weird? either way im sorry things are getting you down and i hope you know we support u
i've been here for over a month - almost 2 months and i feel settled. i just don't feel as comfortable or like i fit here. or that i can give as much energy and enthusiasm as i was able to with seita. it probably doesn't make much sense










