#fromgaby

[wolvesofcarter]

There are things you must keep for yourself, to yourself.

[wolvesofcarter]

My girl friend is like my hiding place when i cant face life.

[wolvesofcarter]

I just wanna kiss my girl friend's forehead.

[wolvesofcarter]

I just wanna be with her. Like you know, live close to her; drive her home from work at night; kiss her good night; have sex with her when we’re supposed to be just chillin; eat lunch with her; work out with her in the morning; spend weekends with her. I just wanna be with the person i love and who loves me back. This shit is rare. I’ve wasted a lot of time with people who didn’t value me. And now that I’ve found someone who actually really cares, I just wanna cherish what we have everyday. Such a blessing she is.

[wolvesofcarter]

[wolvesofcarter]

I still talk to strangers about you.

[wolvesofcarter]

How do you consider someone beautiful through their face or body? What about the way she reads books? What about how she sips her coffee in the morning with her soft lips? What about the way she sits alone in the park just to feel nature’s manifestations? What about the songs she listens to when she rides the bus home from a long day? What about her dreams? What about the family she hopes to nurture one day? What about the tenderness of her shoulders when she lays sideways on the bed while sleeping to get away from the demands of life? What about the way her skin glows wrapped in white sheets? What about her smile when she looks at toddlers? What about the way she wears her combat boots while holding a book with one hand? When she laughs at the joke that old man told her in the train? What about the time she’s scared and fragile? When she complies to her angst and compulsiveness? The way she dances around to entertain her little brother? The way she looks at you when you aren’t looking.

GJ

[wolvesofcarter]

Turning 19 in a few months. 19. 19 will be awesome. I promise this to myself. Even if it does not happen right away. 19 will be awesome.