#frozen scimitars

[of-cards-and-jewels]

i dont want to die agian. i dont want to slip away i dont want to fade into nothing i want to live and be molly and never change. i want to stay still, and be me. is that so much to ask??

[of-cards-and-jewels]

do i mean what i flirt the question for the ages. sigh. do i even care??? i dont know at this point. i feel myself slipping a bit and i dont like it, i feel unlike myself. stupid stupid brain.

[of-cards-and-jewels]

i feel so unlike myself, and i cant pinpoint why. i dont know whats wrong, but i just feel not myself. at all. im not acting like myself is what im saying

[of-cards-and-jewels]

Please don’t miss me anymore. At least not too much. I am here Schatz.

-( @of-firelight )

thank you dear, i know i have you. i just still cant help but feel some guilt over it all

[of-cards-and-jewels]

im so sorry for dying on you all. i wish i couldve stayed with you all, and kept going. i am so, so sorry