#fruit's thoughts

[boypinner-georg]

Hm. Boyfriend found out my Tumblr username is boypinner-georg and only frowned but refused to comment. Hmmm. Praying he does not find my smut writing blog, I have not written in a long time and I still don't know how I'd explain it

[fruitcakei]

Though I don't know what will come in the future, today, I am happy. I wish for my unique perspective to be shared, and hopefully, immortalized. I will handwrite it as well for the historians of the future, so they can see just one full perspective in my generation.

When I was a very young child, shorter than the kitchen counter, I predicted our current dystopia to the surprise of many, most of all my mother. I saw that the ruling generations had gotten complacent and fearful of conflict, leaving free reign to politicians and oligarchs to break down everything we built.

When I was in middle school, I watched Trump get elected. He eventually created the most agonizing years of my life with his policies and management of covid. I watched as my prediction became true, and my world became worse, and worse, and worse. It never ended. If you can think of an aspect of life, it got worse. Quality of life had to be paid for, and if people were unwilling, it disappeared, like third places. By the time I was finally of age to really do anything, this goddamn Cheeto had taken over and ruined everything, and nothing I've done since could stop him.

When he was voted out, I was elated. I wasn't quite 18 by the 2020 election, so I could take no part, but it was a relief. I thought maybe it was a blip and things could get better, but very little did. Trump sunk his roots, and for all four of those years I still heard about him and his insistence he'd return to power. I should've realized at the very beginning that if we wanted to be rid of Trump, we needed to spend those four years picking up the pieces with our moderate neighbors.

When he was elected again in 2024, I and everyone around me insisted we wouldn't give up, but the despair was some of the heaviest I've ever felt. I couldn't make myself think about the reality I was living in anymore. The world since has gotten much, much worse.

My entire childhood, this man sowed hatred, despair, lack of safety, and poverty. He tore apart relationships of all kinds. He tore apart my entire generation's future every single day. He made life a matter of survival. Nothing I did helped.

Today, after everything, I am watching his downfall. I believe this is the final nail in his coffin. There are many things that must be done... But first, I wish to celebrate. I wish to dance. I wish to pray, to any and every god and the universe itself, that it is finally over.

[fruitcakei]

WE'RE BACK FUCKERS

My boyfriend broke up with me

I'm sad

BUT WE'RE BACK FUCKERS >:D

[fruitcakei]

How fucking fun would it be to have an egregious amount of money and just tell folks you'll fund their tests and their design process and if they can come up with a new kind of phone, especially something better, you'll cofound a company 50/50 with them under the agreement that your company will always be by the people for the people with simple design and interfacing? NO planned obsoletion, NO need to jailbreak it 'cause it's already chill, I want folks to be able to put their own home-brew operating systems on it if they want, and I want the default to be fuckin' phone-friendly Linux.

And if you're gonna bitch about security I'm gonna block your ass. I'm so sick of seeing people defend the closest thing we have to demons on this Earth with stupid shit like, "but you didn't specifically list a solution to this one completely random problem!!"

[fruitcakei]

I have to be at work at 8am tomorrow because some dumbass didn't check an ID and the only reason anyone's surviving it is because I was told I don't have to put my uniform on or put my hair up. I will be seeing all of you in 6.5 hours so you may suffer this with me. Good night.

[fruitcakei]

Whwhao

[boypinner-georg]

If porn got criminalized we'd (DoL posters) become an illegal contraband ring and I think that's really funny.

You can't put cuffs on gooners we'll cum

[boypinner-georg]

I'm so cooked in the head now, man. I went to the ER just to get gaslit and sent home so I'm sick af and I can't tell if the way I can't keep a coherent thought or remember anything is that or if it's my sleep med building up in my system 'cause I took a little too much the past few days and it's got a 10hr half-life.

But I keep fkn thinking "But what if somebody abused my sleep med to keep me like this...<3"

So. Fkn. Cooked.