We Share This Curse, Why Not Share This Life?

20+, ace, any pronouns This is the NSFW offshoot of my main, www.tumblr.com/fruitcakei 18+ MINORS DNI

[boypinner-georg]

This is my nsfw offshoot of my main blog, @fruitcakei. I sometimes do 18+ art streams on my Twitch, Fruitcatke.

A message for minors: I'm no one's mother and I'm not going to go policing my following, but be warned: this is not a safe place for you, and I do not welcome you. If you find yourself able to get away from these spaces entirely until you're 18, please do for your own safety. At the very least you shouldn't interact with anyone here and make sure you have a healthy open dialogue surrounding sex and relationships with at least one trusted adult in your life.

The rest of you: Use my '#gutter fruit' tag to find or block my reblogs, '#fruit's thoughts' for my mostly non-fandom thoughts, and regular fandom tags for everything I make or think within a fandom.

My ask box is always open! I write faster than I draw but you can make requests for either and generally I'll do them. If I won't, I'll respond with why! If it's unanswered it's because I failed to answer it, so feel free to remind me!

Want me to get into something you like? Recommend it! I love recommendations!

NSFW Fandoms I write & draw for as of 5/25 (not an exhaustive list):

Degrees of Lewdity

The Kid At The Back

Homicipher

Something's Wrong With Sunny Day Jack

Your Boyfriend (blog ver.)

Monster x Mediator

Things I (probably) won't do:

Vore

Incest

Forced pregnancy/birth

Draw Genitalia (No problem I just can't draw this stuff)

Draw Mecha/robots (Best I can do is the FNAF daycare attendant but if you wanna see their wee I'll sure try)

[calewdstra]

Not liking the extreme part bout yandere is one thing and totally fine, but saying that a yandere would never do that is another

You wanna go 'soft' yandere just call that character obsessed, that's literally an english word, just obsessed, the obsessed, obsessesive man, cousin of slenderman, whatever

[boypinner-georg]

Yeah, I think we need to go back to the etymology here.

Yandere comes from two words:

Yanderu - verb; to be mentally ill, and not in the progressive sense. Japanese culture barely even has a word for depression, so this word is derogatory and more akin to "insane". Looney bin vibes.

Deredere - Onomotopoeia; lovey-dovey, lovestruck, generally romantically zealous

The meaning is in the word itself. He's not a yandere unless he's sick in the head. If he wouldn't do insane things, he's not a yandere. It was never about everyday immaturity like harassing one's ex after breakup, either, it's the kind of person who needs serious psychiatric treatment for everyone's safety. Yanderes murder, kidnap, cut off legs, stalk aggressively, and are full-on delulu. Not entitlement, Not "I can do this" or "you're my toy", insanity. If you don't like yanderes who do those things, you don't like yanderes, you like obsessive partners. Do not dilute our niche with that.

[boypinner-georg]

Hhh. Was so sick nurse told me to hit the ER. Passed out instead. Woke up two hours later feeling okay again. Checked phone. Two fresh porns from HeadLocker in my email 🙏

Thank you doctor @headlocker

[propertyofkylar]

the ice crean pint fits perfectly in the cup holder

[boypinner-georg]

Brother that is beautiful. I thought it was just the lid on a table. That there is an ice cream holder.

[boypinner-georg]

I wonder if 3D AI characters will become a thing in the near future.

If you're running a local AI model in your PC (not one of the big ones), it's using a little more electricity, but it's cooling via air in your own home, so it's not using water. It's totally doable, too.

It sounds like devs are already figuring out how to make this happen, so that's cool. It would be really fun to make environments and put AI-backed characters in them and watch them interact.

[succubunnydee]

I'm lowkey cracking up. It's been how many years? and it literally takes someone else programming and requesting it, for them to potentially add in dark eyes and dark brown hair

[boypinner-georg]

Honestly, I was often not so sure about most of the racism allegations, but this one feels like proof to me. The default percentage setting was kinda meh to me because they were basing it on the UK, and many folks in the UK are pasty. This, though? Even white people have dark brown hair fairly commonly. Brown eyes are blatantly common. What were they doing? What was the point? So, this feels like deliberate exclusion, not just carelessness.

I'm just so glad my ADHD and all released DOL and it isn't coming back for me. Everything I learn about it is shit and I honestly don't like hearing about it anymore.

[the-kirbe-anon-archive-deactiva]

I love dandelions!

*puts a dandelion in your hair*

Reblog to put a dandelion in prev's hair

[calewdstra]

He left her alone after that instead of talking to her lmao

[calewdstra]

gosh even his mii form is a pathetic loser when i try to put him near her, I mean he's still sort of a winner cus Louina got a crush on him too but everytime they talk he fumbles so hard n it got awkward lmao

[calewdstra]

Idk anymore who would say this out of all the dol LIs they're all horny motherfckers in a horny town

[calewdstra]

Me having to pick the option where mc gets to just be scared of the yandere because logically it's normal

Me when i finally get the option to be an mc who past through the mindbreak phase or have them unhingedly enjoy the thrill from yandere

[calewdstra]

*lays down on the bed* o(-(

When you finally meet the "He's pinning you down against the wall, you're so scared but you want more, the obsession he has for you in his eyes sent shiver down to your spine... an obsession only for you...you can barely feel the sharpness of the knife pushing against your skin, you were staring too deeply into his eyes as your breathing grows heavy...you want more... you couldn't get enough of this thrill..." scene

And then hot smooches scene, the yandere drops his knife to kiss you back hungrily you thought he might just devour you right then and there. It was sloppy at first cus boy couldn't believe you would just freaking kiss him after he points knife you cus he thought you might leave him. And then he cries pathetically cus boy do i love pathetic yandere.

But we can do one for a cooler yandere too, just hugging you tightly after that whole drama, silently begging for you to never leave him.

*kicking my feet while eating chips*

[carnelianfoxx]

you're very scary. can you cum in me

[ladyofalabyrinth]

I drew Angel (again)

[ybpmpkn]

[ybpmpkn]

Update: Oh strangle me,,, why must I brought myself to do EMOTIONAL LIGHTINGGG!!!! 🎨🧑‍🎨💀

[bedazzlecunt]

what they dont tell u about bouncing on it is that is actually takes a lot of stamina and core strength

[boypinner-georg]

It's how you get your workout :)

[boypinner-georg]

I've had a whole human OC I haven't released for a long time 'cause I can't get the ref sheet done and he was originally for artfight. But like... I'm primarily a writer. Maybe it's kinda dumb to stop myself from releasing my OC just 'cause I can't draw him? Maybe I'll write or draw something small soon, just to get him into the world.

He's a very chill yandere. Like, very very chill. Even when you're with him, he might just quietly watch you with no particular expression. He just wants to do that. I think I need to write about him more to get a name.

[akaanmo]

i think i just witnessed a miracle

[fractiousrvt]

There is always hope

[tifastinks]

kylar